Sedih bila kisah lalu diungkit kembali..
Sedih bila kisah orang yang sudah tiada didedahkan..
Sedih bila dipersalahkan kerana memporak perandakan keluarga..
Sedih bila isu yang hendak dibincang tidak pernah ingin dibawa berbincang..
Sedih bila hanya kita lebih muda, kita dikatakan kurang ajar!..
Sedih bila anak-anak tidak mampu mempertahankan hak ibu dan ayah nya..
Sedih bila harta menjadi rebutan..
Sedih bila sesuatu pengorbanan diperkotak-katikkan..
Sedih bila ada orang yang cuba mengambil kesempatan di atas apa yang berlaku..
Sedih bila orang yang kita pernah percaya membelakangkan kita..
Sedih bila memikirkan dimanakah keikhlasan selama ini..
Sedih bila tidak lagi mampu duduk di tempat yang sudah lama didiami..
Sedih bila kenangan dan nostalgia yang ada akan dipadamkan secara paksa..
Buat mak tersayang.. Sabar lar dengan dugaan ini dan ingat lar anak-anak mu sentiasa ada bersamamu..
Buat adik-beradik ku semua.. Bersatu lar kita sampai akhir hayat.. Jangan harta menjadi rebutan.. Jadikan lar ini satu pengajaran yang sangat mahal.. Semoga anak-anak kita tidak perlu melalui situasi begini..
Ya Allah! aku percaya apa yang berlaku ada hikmah nya.. aku juga berdoa semoga orang yang memperlakukan kami sedemikian akan satu hari nanti menyedari apa yang berlaku adalah satu kesilapan besar yang pernah mereka lakukan.. aminnn
Monday, July 07, 2008
Monday, June 23, 2008
1st Annual Sports Day
One good thing about school is they have Sports Day! And I really love Sports Day. It is the day where everybody is stress free from books, grumpy teachers etc. During my days, I tried to involve in as many events as I could. Not so much a runner, but I did entered 4x400m and managed to get 3rd place. I love the cheering part though!! And usually I volunteered myself. And in Banting, I was the Sports Committee members. And the best part was I (and few others) were the one who set who's to be in which team. Haha. And for my team, pilih lar yg gempak2 punye.. hehehe.. tipu sket.. jangan marah ye kawan-kawan... Nowadays, I am no longer active. All my athletic muscles turn to FAT. But I still enjoy Sports very much. Dengan adanya Sports Channel yg melambak kat Astro tu, dapat lar tengok all the interesting Sports and cheering for Man United (uhuuu!!), Kimi Raikonnen, and now for the Euro - Go Germany!! (tak sabar nak dapat authentic German jersey dari EE) 
So when Anisah's school having a Sports Day! I marked the calender. It is my dream to be in my kids sports day. And Anisah dapat masuk pasukan KUNING!! sama macam mummy and daddy dulu2.. So on Father's Day (15/6/2008), we went for her school's Sports Day. The first event is Marching. Nak bergambar punya pasal, sampai terlanggar2 orang depan dia. Then they sang the school's song, recite oath, baca doa. It's really cute. Then, the boys performed a silat. The girls kena menari. Sungguh lar aku tak sangka, anak aku yang lasak terlompat sana-sini rupanya pandai menari dan lembut pulak tu.. Watch the vids! Maaf ye mummy ni sangat amatur bab video-video ni.
Then she participate dalam acara "ari dalam guni dan baling bola masuk baldi"... and she and her team won!!! Tak sia-sia mummy bersorak bagai nak apa. And she was superbly fast masa lari dalam guni tu.. tapi agak kureng terer bila kena baling bola.. hmmm.. nak kena training lagi ni.. gambar disusun ikut sequence. 2nd pic.. sebab terlalu laju anak aku tu melpmat dlm guni.. sampai tak terambik gambar..
And since mummy also cannot forget her school's Sports Day, she also want to participate. And won!! 
So when Anisah's school having a Sports Day! I marked the calender. It is my dream to be in my kids sports day. And Anisah dapat masuk pasukan KUNING!! sama macam mummy and daddy dulu2.. So on Father's Day (15/6/2008), we went for her school's Sports Day. The first event is Marching. Nak bergambar punya pasal, sampai terlanggar2 orang depan dia. Then they sang the school's song, recite oath, baca doa. It's really cute. Then, the boys performed a silat. The girls kena menari. Sungguh lar aku tak sangka, anak aku yang lasak terlompat sana-sini rupanya pandai menari dan lembut pulak tu.. Watch the vids! Maaf ye mummy ni sangat amatur bab video-video ni.Then she participate dalam acara "ari dalam guni dan baling bola masuk baldi"... and she and her team won!!! Tak sia-sia mummy bersorak bagai nak apa. And she was superbly fast masa lari dalam guni tu.. tapi agak kureng terer bila kena baling bola.. hmmm.. nak kena training lagi ni.. gambar disusun ikut sequence. 2nd pic.. sebab terlalu laju anak aku tu melpmat dlm guni.. sampai tak terambik gambar..
And since mummy also cannot forget her school's Sports Day, she also want to participate. And won!! 
Monday, June 16, 2008
Amil's ramblings
Scenario 1
Nenek: Assalamualaikum amil..
Amil: waakum shalam..
Nenek: Amil dah makan?
Amil: Hello Nenek! {very clear}
Nenek: Amil dah makan belum?
Amil: abshuy ushi asdajkasd {very low tone}
Nenek: Amil cakap apa tu?
Amil: OK BABAI {very loud}
Scenario 2
Amil: Mummy ooo mummy!
Mummy: Ye amil..
Amil: Mummy... abshuy ushi asdajkasd {again low tone}
Mummy: Ha ye lar.. {not understanding a thing}
Amil: abshuy ushi asdajkasd ahsahshahahbusbbas
Mummy: Amil nak susu ke?
Amil: emm.. nak syusyu! {and smile}
Mummy: ooo cakap lar nak susu..
Scenario 3
Amil: Mummy.. nak azhan! {nak azan, baca ngan slang omputih ye}
Mummy: belum lagi lar.. baru kul 10pg.. nak azan apa..
Amil: Mummy.. nak azhan! {skali lagi sila baca ngan slang omputih}
Mummy: haa.. yelar.. Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!
Amil: Mummmyyyyyy.. {nada tak puas hati! and go away}
Nenek: Assalamualaikum amil..
Amil: waakum shalam..
Nenek: Amil dah makan?
Amil: Hello Nenek! {very clear}
Nenek: Amil dah makan belum?
Amil: abshuy ushi asdajkasd {very low tone}
Nenek: Amil cakap apa tu?
Amil: OK BABAI {very loud}
Scenario 2
Amil: Mummy ooo mummy!
Mummy: Ye amil..
Amil: Mummy... abshuy ushi asdajkasd {again low tone}
Mummy: Ha ye lar.. {not understanding a thing}
Amil: abshuy ushi asdajkasd ahsahshahahbusbbas
Mummy: Amil nak susu ke?
Amil: emm.. nak syusyu! {and smile}
Mummy: ooo cakap lar nak susu..
Scenario 3
Amil: Mummy.. nak azhan! {nak azan, baca ngan slang omputih ye}
Mummy: belum lagi lar.. baru kul 10pg.. nak azan apa..
Amil: Mummy.. nak azhan! {skali lagi sila baca ngan slang omputih}
Mummy: haa.. yelar.. Allahu Akbar! Allahu Akbar!
Amil: Mummmyyyyyy.. {nada tak puas hati! and go away}
Friday, June 13, 2008
3rd and 31st
I am expecting my 3rd baby. It will due in first week of January 2009. Anisah wants a baby girl. Lately, Amil acts very extra 'manja', be it with me or Ardi. Recently, kalau dia nak tido, he will open my shirt slightly until he can see my tummy then he will kiss and hug my tummy. So sweet!! As for Anisah, she will cuddle beside me and kiss my tummy and said,"Baby.. ni kakak ni..." I hope both of them can be a good elder sis and bro to the little one.
But this preganancy is more tiring than the earlier two. Up to this day, I have taken 3 MC (2 days for vomitting and 1 day for gastrik). Well, some might say, it's normal.. but not for me... I have never taken any MC during my two earlier pregnancy. This time I feel so exhausted, I have no appetite, I vomit more than usual and I am extra moody. By end of the working day, I have no more energy to even lift my head. Once I reach home, I can only lie on my bed and take a small nap. Can it because I am 31 already?? Oh dear!!!
But this preganancy is more tiring than the earlier two. Up to this day, I have taken 3 MC (2 days for vomitting and 1 day for gastrik). Well, some might say, it's normal.. but not for me... I have never taken any MC during my two earlier pregnancy. This time I feel so exhausted, I have no appetite, I vomit more than usual and I am extra moody. By end of the working day, I have no more energy to even lift my head. Once I reach home, I can only lie on my bed and take a small nap. Can it because I am 31 already?? Oh dear!!!
Change of blog address
Dear Friends,
Due to some personal issue, I change my blog to a new address. I will later make this blog private so please drop me your email address in the comment, so that I will add you guys in my private list.
Due to some personal issue, I change my blog to a new address. I will later make this blog private so please drop me your email address in the comment, so that I will add you guys in my private list.
Tuesday, May 27, 2008
Anisah is No 1!
She's only 4. She's very active. We say that she has spring in her body cause she just can stop moving. Who ever met her for the first time will say, "Dia memang tak leh diam heh?"
But she's smart. As a mother who had carried her more than 40 weeks, I feel blessed with my daugther.
Last Thursday was her report card day. I was the first to arrive as I have to rush to work after that. I met her class teacher after waiting for her about 15 minutes. She immediately told me, "Anisah dapat No 1". I was disbelief at first then after went through her report card, "Yep, she got No 1". What a mother can give is a big hug and huge kiss!!
For her great results, we bought her a set of colors including crayons and pencils. She is really into coloring now and I can see her improvement. Well, I noticed that even before the result came out. Just don;t believe SHE GOT NO 1.
To Anisah, mummy loves you!
But she's smart. As a mother who had carried her more than 40 weeks, I feel blessed with my daugther.
Last Thursday was her report card day. I was the first to arrive as I have to rush to work after that. I met her class teacher after waiting for her about 15 minutes. She immediately told me, "Anisah dapat No 1". I was disbelief at first then after went through her report card, "Yep, she got No 1". What a mother can give is a big hug and huge kiss!!
For her great results, we bought her a set of colors including crayons and pencils. She is really into coloring now and I can see her improvement. Well, I noticed that even before the result came out. Just don;t believe SHE GOT NO 1.
To Anisah, mummy loves you!
Monday, May 12, 2008
The Reds Rules Again!
It's number 10th for both Sir Alex and Ryan Giggs.
It's the first for Tevez, Nani, Anderson, Hargreaves, Pique (??)
And he won the Sir Matt Busby Player of the Year,Players' Player of the Year Goal of the Season award to his collection. Also PFA and Football Writers' Player of the Season.
And don't forget another victory for another reds!
It's the first for Tevez, Nani, Anderson, Hargreaves, Pique (??)
And he won the Sir Matt Busby Player of the Year,Players' Player of the Year Goal of the Season award to his collection. Also PFA and Football Writers' Player of the Season.
And don't forget another victory for another reds!
Sunday, May 04, 2008
The promise..
Yup.. I promise to post some pics.. Unfortunately I couldn't find CD of the photos.. So I posted this instead.
We had really great fun in Wet World Shah Alam. Not so grand like Sunway Lagoon. But what do the kids care.. as long as there are water.. they are great! Enjoy!
We had really great fun in Wet World Shah Alam. Not so grand like Sunway Lagoon. But what do the kids care.. as long as there are water.. they are great! Enjoy!
Friday, April 18, 2008
Wednesday, April 02, 2008
2nd April..
Setiap tahun aku akan letak blog ni. This is to commemorate my father, Hj Abas bin Hj Magu who passed away exactly 3 years ago due to liver cancer. Masih segar lagi kat ingatan ni how he passed away. You may go here.
As you grow older you never realize how much you needed your parents. At least I do. I need my father's advice in almost everything. On my career, my marriage, my kids, buying a house, buying a car. In fact almost everything.
I am proud of my father. He's willing to sacrifice his career for the love of my mother. He was a Religious Officer back in Sarawak. His work required him to move around. That was why my elder brother was born in Simanggang and my sister was born in Limbang. But then my late grandparents were not so happy with his moving around thingy. So they bought a land in Larkin, JB, built a shophouse and asked my parents to take care of it. So that was why I ended up born in Singapore (while waiting for the house to be ready) and my other brothers born in Johor Bahru. He became a shopkeeper (that's what they used to call) for almost 20 years before we rented out the shop. It was a sad moment for us to finally close down the shop. I still remembered I went back from Banting just to observe the handover. We did the inventories together.
But my father was a very determine person. Although he lost his only 'punca rezeki', he tried everything he could to support us. After I left for the States, he went to Kuching leave my mother in JB. At the moment, it seemed that my family was dysfuntional a bit. Ayah in Sarawak, Mak in JB, Abang in KL, Akak in Ireland, I was in the States and EE was in boarding school in JB. Some people even accused him of brought all the money to Sarawak and dumped it to his family. Well, if he did, what's the problem? He had every right to do so. His mum was there and all his siblings.
When I got back to Malaysia, he asked me to get a car. So me and him went to the showrooms, searched high and low for the car. And finally, he told me to get a Proton Wira Sedan 1.5. Then, he decided to open a Nasi Campur stall in our of the restaurants. He definitely loved it. Mak were not even allowed to cut the vegetables. Actually so did I but I always insisted to help him. But it was not long last. For some reason, the owner decided to let the stall which only opened at night to operate in the afternoon as well. Ayah was so frustrated. So he decided to stop the operation although the owner tried to persuade my father not to do so. But too late. (Ini lar dia orang Melayu yang tak boleh tengok orang Melayu senang). Then one of my uncle asked him to join him to open another stall saying that you can sell whatever you want. No need to pay the rental or the utilities bill. Until the bill came out, he asked for the money. Bloody hell! But my father was very patience and said he also wanted to sell some noodles. But my uncle objected by saying that the stall couldn't sold noodle since there were agreement with the other stalls. But then few days after that, he asked my aunty to sell noodles. So since our very 'wonderful' relatives acted like that he decided to quit after all. So he backed to sell nasi lemak every morning and goreng pisang every evening. Although he only made RM100 a day (sometime less), he was happy.
But now he's no longer alive. I knew that so much in his life that he couldn't achieve. He always told me what kind of house he would like to have. Not a shophouses, not a single storey houses. He wanted a double story so that the kitchen is separated with the rooms and the kitchen will always clean. Somehow we are not able to make his wishes come true. He passed away when we all start to have life of our own. Abang's house was almost ready when he passed away. So he did not have the chance to stay even a day in his children house. That is the whole reason why I wanted my own house so much. I did not want to end up like my father. Luckily Ardi finally understood why it is very important to me.
I love my father very much and to this date I always tell Anisah how her atuk really loves her. Anisah seems to remember her atuk whenever she looked at the picture she will say that the man in the picture is her atuk. (Anisah was the onlyLast February, I went back home to JB, we visited my father grave. Anisah was asking why are we here. So I told her that her atuk is now here. And the other day, I bought some goreng pisang. She wanted to save it for her atuk when her atuk wake up from the tanah. I feel so sad but happy as well. Although Anisah does not understand but she remembers her atuk and I will teach Amil to remember him as well. I hope my brothers and sister will teach their children to do the same. Although he was no longer with us, I always feel his presence.
"Semoga roh Hj Abas bin Hj Magu ditempatkan di tempat yang mulia. Amin."
As you grow older you never realize how much you needed your parents. At least I do. I need my father's advice in almost everything. On my career, my marriage, my kids, buying a house, buying a car. In fact almost everything.
I am proud of my father. He's willing to sacrifice his career for the love of my mother. He was a Religious Officer back in Sarawak. His work required him to move around. That was why my elder brother was born in Simanggang and my sister was born in Limbang. But then my late grandparents were not so happy with his moving around thingy. So they bought a land in Larkin, JB, built a shophouse and asked my parents to take care of it. So that was why I ended up born in Singapore (while waiting for the house to be ready) and my other brothers born in Johor Bahru. He became a shopkeeper (that's what they used to call) for almost 20 years before we rented out the shop. It was a sad moment for us to finally close down the shop. I still remembered I went back from Banting just to observe the handover. We did the inventories together.
But my father was a very determine person. Although he lost his only 'punca rezeki', he tried everything he could to support us. After I left for the States, he went to Kuching leave my mother in JB. At the moment, it seemed that my family was dysfuntional a bit. Ayah in Sarawak, Mak in JB, Abang in KL, Akak in Ireland, I was in the States and EE was in boarding school in JB. Some people even accused him of brought all the money to Sarawak and dumped it to his family. Well, if he did, what's the problem? He had every right to do so. His mum was there and all his siblings.
When I got back to Malaysia, he asked me to get a car. So me and him went to the showrooms, searched high and low for the car. And finally, he told me to get a Proton Wira Sedan 1.5. Then, he decided to open a Nasi Campur stall in our of the restaurants. He definitely loved it. Mak were not even allowed to cut the vegetables. Actually so did I but I always insisted to help him. But it was not long last. For some reason, the owner decided to let the stall which only opened at night to operate in the afternoon as well. Ayah was so frustrated. So he decided to stop the operation although the owner tried to persuade my father not to do so. But too late. (Ini lar dia orang Melayu yang tak boleh tengok orang Melayu senang). Then one of my uncle asked him to join him to open another stall saying that you can sell whatever you want. No need to pay the rental or the utilities bill. Until the bill came out, he asked for the money. Bloody hell! But my father was very patience and said he also wanted to sell some noodles. But my uncle objected by saying that the stall couldn't sold noodle since there were agreement with the other stalls. But then few days after that, he asked my aunty to sell noodles. So since our very 'wonderful' relatives acted like that he decided to quit after all. So he backed to sell nasi lemak every morning and goreng pisang every evening. Although he only made RM100 a day (sometime less), he was happy.
But now he's no longer alive. I knew that so much in his life that he couldn't achieve. He always told me what kind of house he would like to have. Not a shophouses, not a single storey houses. He wanted a double story so that the kitchen is separated with the rooms and the kitchen will always clean. Somehow we are not able to make his wishes come true. He passed away when we all start to have life of our own. Abang's house was almost ready when he passed away. So he did not have the chance to stay even a day in his children house. That is the whole reason why I wanted my own house so much. I did not want to end up like my father. Luckily Ardi finally understood why it is very important to me.
I love my father very much and to this date I always tell Anisah how her atuk really loves her. Anisah seems to remember her atuk whenever she looked at the picture she will say that the man in the picture is her atuk. (Anisah was the onlyLast February, I went back home to JB, we visited my father grave. Anisah was asking why are we here. So I told her that her atuk is now here. And the other day, I bought some goreng pisang. She wanted to save it for her atuk when her atuk wake up from the tanah. I feel so sad but happy as well. Although Anisah does not understand but she remembers her atuk and I will teach Amil to remember him as well. I hope my brothers and sister will teach their children to do the same. Although he was no longer with us, I always feel his presence.
"Semoga roh Hj Abas bin Hj Magu ditempatkan di tempat yang mulia. Amin."
Friday, March 21, 2008
Past few weeks of my life
Post election fever
i know i am late.. but can you believe it that the people is talking about the aftermath of the recent election... well at least that what happens in my office (in my office, i am the only malay, others are chinese and the guys like to hang out with us is an indian.. talking about multiracial huh!). but don't you guys love this.. normal people who never care about politics.. now.. talk about politics and talk like they know politics more than anyone else.. hahah.. at least i am.. i have to admit.. i am addicted to malaysiakini and harakahdaily and also all the politics bloggers.. it's like watching soap drama.. hahah.. but am still glad the opposition won.. i know my late father will be very happy if he's still around..
Bowling Match
We (me and ardi) compete against caza and zain.. and we won! we won! hahah.. well.. it's a very tough games.. i guess.. caza and me are the 'penentu' since both of us are not consistent.. and zain.. ardi kata you play not bad!.. well.. pity caza and zain have to pay for all the cost since they lost.. including our dinner... well.. when is the next one? we pay for dinner this time.. but this time i want to take one lane for the kids.. susahnye nak jaga dorang.. penat tau!!
My current office
Well.. so far i think my work place is great.. no juicy gossip.. sampai ardi pun boring sbb takde gossip for me to update him.. hehehe.. i really have nice time working with this people despite of being the only non-chinese.. my boss really nice.. always appraise me whenever i get the job done! hmm...but i know he's sincere.. he appraised other people as well.. we've got couple of sales lately.. am still in the learning curve... for those who don't know.. i am currently working with a company which sells vehicle tracking systems... you may refer here if you would like to know more.. well.. the website have not been updated for a very long time.. so mind that ok...
20th March - Birthday of Prophet Muhammad
Today is a holiday for us.. well.. after watch some parade over the tv.. we decided to go for washing machine hunting.. heheh. .our washer broke down and cannot be repair.. well..can.. but at a high cost.. so might as well get a new one.. so we off to The Curve.. apparently over there, one of the electronics company have a 'relocate sale'.. still a bit pricey though... and we spent more than we budgetted not on the washer but on our lunch... we had lunch at Secret Recipe.. but Anisah refuse to eat.. she wanted cake instead.. but she wanted a whole cakes.. so after a handful of argument with her.. she agreed to eat cupcakes at nearby cupcakes store.. and the cupcakes were expensive.. RM4.50 each. hehh.. not worth it at all.. then she decided she wanted to have an ice-cream.. being a strict mother i am normally will say NO... but somehow.. yesterday i decided to give her a nod.. there we go spend another ringgit at Baskin Robbin.. and we discover this one cool restaurant... Mache.. (yelar aku tau korang suma dah tau.. aku ni kan jakun sket!).. we will try the place later... without the kids..
oo.. back to washer hunting.. we straight to Kepong after that.. for a warehouse sale.. and we managed to get a front load washer for half of the market price.. good deal huh!!!.. so now i don't have to go to the laundry anymore. heheh.. only that.. who can lend us their 4 wheel so we can take our machine??
i have pictures to upload.. the kids pictures.. but i have no time.. busy baca politik issue.. how aaa??
i know i am late.. but can you believe it that the people is talking about the aftermath of the recent election... well at least that what happens in my office (in my office, i am the only malay, others are chinese and the guys like to hang out with us is an indian.. talking about multiracial huh!). but don't you guys love this.. normal people who never care about politics.. now.. talk about politics and talk like they know politics more than anyone else.. hahah.. at least i am.. i have to admit.. i am addicted to malaysiakini and harakahdaily and also all the politics bloggers.. it's like watching soap drama.. hahah.. but am still glad the opposition won.. i know my late father will be very happy if he's still around..
Bowling Match
We (me and ardi) compete against caza and zain.. and we won! we won! hahah.. well.. it's a very tough games.. i guess.. caza and me are the 'penentu' since both of us are not consistent.. and zain.. ardi kata you play not bad!.. well.. pity caza and zain have to pay for all the cost since they lost.. including our dinner... well.. when is the next one? we pay for dinner this time.. but this time i want to take one lane for the kids.. susahnye nak jaga dorang.. penat tau!!
My current office
Well.. so far i think my work place is great.. no juicy gossip.. sampai ardi pun boring sbb takde gossip for me to update him.. hehehe.. i really have nice time working with this people despite of being the only non-chinese.. my boss really nice.. always appraise me whenever i get the job done! hmm...but i know he's sincere.. he appraised other people as well.. we've got couple of sales lately.. am still in the learning curve... for those who don't know.. i am currently working with a company which sells vehicle tracking systems... you may refer here if you would like to know more.. well.. the website have not been updated for a very long time.. so mind that ok...
20th March - Birthday of Prophet Muhammad
Today is a holiday for us.. well.. after watch some parade over the tv.. we decided to go for washing machine hunting.. heheh. .our washer broke down and cannot be repair.. well..can.. but at a high cost.. so might as well get a new one.. so we off to The Curve.. apparently over there, one of the electronics company have a 'relocate sale'.. still a bit pricey though... and we spent more than we budgetted not on the washer but on our lunch... we had lunch at Secret Recipe.. but Anisah refuse to eat.. she wanted cake instead.. but she wanted a whole cakes.. so after a handful of argument with her.. she agreed to eat cupcakes at nearby cupcakes store.. and the cupcakes were expensive.. RM4.50 each. hehh.. not worth it at all.. then she decided she wanted to have an ice-cream.. being a strict mother i am normally will say NO... but somehow.. yesterday i decided to give her a nod.. there we go spend another ringgit at Baskin Robbin.. and we discover this one cool restaurant... Mache.. (yelar aku tau korang suma dah tau.. aku ni kan jakun sket!).. we will try the place later... without the kids..
oo.. back to washer hunting.. we straight to Kepong after that.. for a warehouse sale.. and we managed to get a front load washer for half of the market price.. good deal huh!!!.. so now i don't have to go to the laundry anymore. heheh.. only that.. who can lend us their 4 wheel so we can take our machine??
i have pictures to upload.. the kids pictures.. but i have no time.. busy baca politik issue.. how aaa??
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Past and Present
Sebelum caza ngan nana bising kat aku lagi.. so baik aku cepat2 update.. hahahah...
13th of February, Navi & Map Sdn Bhd.
My last day. It went quite smooth although I still have to train Napi and Akil on that very last day. But sorry guys the training was not completed. It is not easy to do what I had to do. Again, I cursed my very stupid Senior Manager (or whatever he wanted to be called) in front of my HR. So she recorded everything I said. Well, I have nothing to lose. So just say it out right. I did not have a chance to meet my COO since he was not in the office that day. I really wanted to meet him. Well, I will email him sometime later. By 6 o'clock, it was time to say goodbye to everybody. I was in a happy mood. I pity whoever still there. I wish all of them luck. I learnt a lot while I was in that company. Although most of my experience were not that nice. But I think the whole experience give me a new thoughts of what I want to do in the future. Well, I cannot say that now since it is still under plan. Once it is done, insya allah I will announce it. But don't expected much in this few days or months
13th - 17th of February, Trip to Johor Bahru
Leave the office, went straight home to Johor Bahru with the whole family. The traffic was good since it is a normal working days. I went to my old office, met my colleague and my old boss, managed to almost sell out my Little Trees, went to my colleague's house which the landscape is very nice. Anisah got to play golf while we went there. Managed to do some shopping for myself and Ardi. Sorry kids not your shopping day. Met Ardi's cousin to get some new gossip. Went to Singapore to meet my grandmother who is not really well but have to go to Brunei due to some people inconsiderate decision. How wish life is always like this. Not having to worry about your liabilities and all that. Hahahahah.. I can only wish.
18th of February, Intelli-Telematicsasia Sdn Bhd.
First day in the new company. Well, can't say much yet. I try to hang on as long as I can. But we had an exhibition from 21st to 23rd February in PWTC. My duty is on the last day which is Saturday. Well according to my AGM, Overtime is not needed unless really necessary. And I tend to believe him since he told me he's a family man not a career man. Great! At least we have that similiarities. ahhaha... So we'll see how it is going...
Till then.. ardi is outstation for the 2nd time since 5 days ago. He went to Kuantan on Wednesday and went home very late on Friday. And today he is going to Labuan until this Tuesday. Apparently, when daddy is not at home, everybody else tend to not being themselves. They drive mummy crazy. Arghhhhh
13th of February, Navi & Map Sdn Bhd.
My last day. It went quite smooth although I still have to train Napi and Akil on that very last day. But sorry guys the training was not completed. It is not easy to do what I had to do. Again, I cursed my very stupid Senior Manager (or whatever he wanted to be called) in front of my HR. So she recorded everything I said. Well, I have nothing to lose. So just say it out right. I did not have a chance to meet my COO since he was not in the office that day. I really wanted to meet him. Well, I will email him sometime later. By 6 o'clock, it was time to say goodbye to everybody. I was in a happy mood. I pity whoever still there. I wish all of them luck. I learnt a lot while I was in that company. Although most of my experience were not that nice. But I think the whole experience give me a new thoughts of what I want to do in the future. Well, I cannot say that now since it is still under plan. Once it is done, insya allah I will announce it. But don't expected much in this few days or months
13th - 17th of February, Trip to Johor Bahru
Leave the office, went straight home to Johor Bahru with the whole family. The traffic was good since it is a normal working days. I went to my old office, met my colleague and my old boss, managed to almost sell out my Little Trees, went to my colleague's house which the landscape is very nice. Anisah got to play golf while we went there. Managed to do some shopping for myself and Ardi. Sorry kids not your shopping day. Met Ardi's cousin to get some new gossip. Went to Singapore to meet my grandmother who is not really well but have to go to Brunei due to some people inconsiderate decision. How wish life is always like this. Not having to worry about your liabilities and all that. Hahahahah.. I can only wish.
18th of February, Intelli-Telematicsasia Sdn Bhd.
First day in the new company. Well, can't say much yet. I try to hang on as long as I can. But we had an exhibition from 21st to 23rd February in PWTC. My duty is on the last day which is Saturday. Well according to my AGM, Overtime is not needed unless really necessary. And I tend to believe him since he told me he's a family man not a career man. Great! At least we have that similiarities. ahhaha... So we'll see how it is going...
Till then.. ardi is outstation for the 2nd time since 5 days ago. He went to Kuantan on Wednesday and went home very late on Friday. And today he is going to Labuan until this Tuesday. Apparently, when daddy is not at home, everybody else tend to not being themselves. They drive mummy crazy. Arghhhhh
Monday, February 11, 2008
McDonald's di Banting
Aku tak puas hati.. skrang ada McD kat Banting. Apsal masa aku kat sana takde McD tu. Bebalik makan KFC. Pastu dah lar tu ada Tesco lar ada Mall lagi.. arghhh.. sama lar cam nasib aku masa kat Kuantan dulu..
oo.. Did I mention the McD is a drive-thru.. arghhhhhhh
p/s: oops.. since nana asked.. aku gi banting ari sabtu ari tu.. ada orang kawin di sana
oo.. Did I mention the McD is a drive-thru.. arghhhhhhh
p/s: oops.. since nana asked.. aku gi banting ari sabtu ari tu.. ada orang kawin di sana
Wednesday, February 06, 2008
Mummy.. Can I be a photographer??
Not sure when she did this. Below are some of the pictures, Anisah took during her 'photography session'
The Organ Setting Keys
The Organ Keys
Guess what's this? It's the bed sheets
Hahahaha.. Adik Kantoi! Finally mummy tau siapa yang gigit pensel tu
Aunty Caza, can you coment.. am I talented??
The Organ Setting Keys
The Organ Keys
Guess what's this? It's the bed sheets
Aunty Caza, can you coment.. am I talented??
4th Birthday Party
I celebrated my birthday at my school "Tadika Cahaya Kasih". She wants me to celebrate it with my friends. She bought me cupcakes from Mama Chak Recipe (indirectly recommended by Nana thru Aliah's bidthday party). The cupcakes were really yummy. My friends really love it. Only few lefts for mummy, daddy, wan ma and tok ibu.
Usually the babies (below 2 years old) will not join the party. But since it is my birthday, Adik got special invitation from me. But Adik look so confused. Kenapa adik??? Maybe he wants to blow the candles too. Tapi adik.. ni kan birthday kakak!!
Tuesday, February 05, 2008
Thursday, January 31, 2008
Cerita Hari Selasa - 29 January 2008
Story 1
I am clumsy and careless. I know that for a long time. But it seems like it doesn't want to go away. And it happened again last Tuesday.
I was already late to work. But I still need to grab something (my Little Trees Business) from the back of my car since some of my 'clients' want their order. So being me, I opened the back trunk, locked the main door, and throw the keys on the back dashboard and shut the trunk. Only to realize that I left the car keys in the car when I was about to go home. Since my colleague also failed to help me to open the door the way the criminal always do. hahah.. So I ended up taking the bus to Taipan to meet Ardi to get the spare keys. The saddest thing, my daughter asked me this (when we picked her up), "Macam mana mummy boleh tertinggal kunci dalam kereta?" My almost 4-year old asked me this. errmm... I can only said, "Entah lar mummy pun tak tau!"
Story 2
I bathed Anisah yesterday morning before she's going to school. All the sudden she told me this. "Kesian kan mummy aliah tu (err.. sorry na! she did mention aliah's name). Kena duduk je kat bawah.. kaki dia darah.. pastu kepala dia kena kuarkan air kan mummy kan.. pastu rambut dia kena potong pastu ada plaster kat kepala dia kan.. sian baby aliah tu kan!" Err... she actually referred to Ina and baby Dania. I was so amazed she told me this since I think I told her about Ina's sickness when we visited Ina at SJMC few weeks back. So I am amazed.
Story 3
I always asked Anisah what she learns in school. I asked her almost every day. Ooo by the way, we sent her to a new school Tadika Al-Husni which is an Islamic Kindergarten and the preferred language is English. The subject includes Iqra', Malay, English, Jawi, Mental Arithmetic, Thematic, Solat and they have Gardening. Back to the actual story. So I asked her what she learns in school, she always said "Emmm takde buat apa-apa.. kita duduk-duduk je.." So Ardi and me was very furious. So on Tuesday morning, when we sent her to school, I accidentally met her teacher. And her teacher told us that "Anisah ni pernah sekolah ke? Semua dia tau.. Boleh masuk 5 year old nye class ni.. sebab dia bijak semua dia tau.." So as a mother, I smile the whole day. I am a proud mother!!
I am clumsy and careless. I know that for a long time. But it seems like it doesn't want to go away. And it happened again last Tuesday.
I was already late to work. But I still need to grab something (my Little Trees Business) from the back of my car since some of my 'clients' want their order. So being me, I opened the back trunk, locked the main door, and throw the keys on the back dashboard and shut the trunk. Only to realize that I left the car keys in the car when I was about to go home. Since my colleague also failed to help me to open the door the way the criminal always do. hahah.. So I ended up taking the bus to Taipan to meet Ardi to get the spare keys. The saddest thing, my daughter asked me this (when we picked her up), "Macam mana mummy boleh tertinggal kunci dalam kereta?" My almost 4-year old asked me this. errmm... I can only said, "Entah lar mummy pun tak tau!"
Story 2
I bathed Anisah yesterday morning before she's going to school. All the sudden she told me this. "Kesian kan mummy aliah tu (err.. sorry na! she did mention aliah's name). Kena duduk je kat bawah.. kaki dia darah.. pastu kepala dia kena kuarkan air kan mummy kan.. pastu rambut dia kena potong pastu ada plaster kat kepala dia kan.. sian baby aliah tu kan!" Err... she actually referred to Ina and baby Dania. I was so amazed she told me this since I think I told her about Ina's sickness when we visited Ina at SJMC few weeks back. So I am amazed.
Story 3
I always asked Anisah what she learns in school. I asked her almost every day. Ooo by the way, we sent her to a new school Tadika Al-Husni which is an Islamic Kindergarten and the preferred language is English. The subject includes Iqra', Malay, English, Jawi, Mental Arithmetic, Thematic, Solat and they have Gardening. Back to the actual story. So I asked her what she learns in school, she always said "Emmm takde buat apa-apa.. kita duduk-duduk je.." So Ardi and me was very furious. So on Tuesday morning, when we sent her to school, I accidentally met her teacher. And her teacher told us that "Anisah ni pernah sekolah ke? Semua dia tau.. Boleh masuk 5 year old nye class ni.. sebab dia bijak semua dia tau.." So as a mother, I smile the whole day. I am a proud mother!!
Tuesday, January 29, 2008
Comeback?? Are you sure??
I love to read my friend's blog. I also love it my friends read my blog. But do I really have time to do this???
Dear friends,
Maybe you guys no longer hope in my blogs anymore since my long silence. This is my latest updates.
1) Anisah is going to be 4 next month
2) Amil just turned 2 last month
3) I am changing my job again
4) Ardi is also changing his job
5) We are in the process of buying a new house
6) I am planning for our number 3
7) My grandma is not well
8) I have facebook and friendster under "KAY ABAS"
My vision for 2008
1) I am trying to diversify my investments.
2) More 'religious'
3) No or less " Cuti-cuti Malaysia" this year.. we had a lot last year
4) Rebuild my relationships with people around me
5) Be more nice towards others
6) Searching my old friends
7) Save more
I will try the best I can to continue write or type in this blog. I am not advanced as you all there. So much for being an IT person (never regard myself as one though!).
But I try.
Dear friends,
Maybe you guys no longer hope in my blogs anymore since my long silence. This is my latest updates.
1) Anisah is going to be 4 next month
2) Amil just turned 2 last month
3) I am changing my job again
4) Ardi is also changing his job
5) We are in the process of buying a new house
6) I am planning for our number 3
7) My grandma is not well
8) I have facebook and friendster under "KAY ABAS"
My vision for 2008
1) I am trying to diversify my investments.
2) More 'religious'
3) No or less " Cuti-cuti Malaysia" this year.. we had a lot last year
4) Rebuild my relationships with people around me
5) Be more nice towards others
6) Searching my old friends
7) Save more
I will try the best I can to continue write or type in this blog. I am not advanced as you all there. So much for being an IT person (never regard myself as one though!).
But I try.
Saturday, February 10, 2007
anisah's said...
We were away for a vey longgggggggg time.. yup.. mummy is too busy with her work.. what ever work that she's doing... still yet to understand why she has to stay up so late... leave both us with daddy.. and poor daddy have to deal with our 'craziness'..
yup.. adik is already 13 months.. time flies huh.. we can play 'polics & thieves' now.. we can run around the house.. yup.. it's fun to have little bro.. i thought mummy wil not love me when adik is around.. but she still does.. in fact she let me have a small birthday party with my friends at school last monday.. and i have a BARNEY cake with me..
now I am 3.. yeahhhhh... 3.. ihihihi.. same as mummy but mummy is BIGGGG 3... plus 0 at the back.. I learn a lot at school.. who said it's school for eat only.. i learn ABC, 123, ALif Baa Taa, all sort of songs and doa. i like school...
yup.. adik is already 13 months.. time flies huh.. we can play 'polics & thieves' now.. we can run around the house.. yup.. it's fun to have little bro.. i thought mummy wil not love me when adik is around.. but she still does.. in fact she let me have a small birthday party with my friends at school last monday.. and i have a BARNEY cake with me..
now I am 3.. yeahhhhh... 3.. ihihihi.. same as mummy but mummy is BIGGGG 3... plus 0 at the back.. I learn a lot at school.. who said it's school for eat only.. i learn ABC, 123, ALif Baa Taa, all sort of songs and doa. i like school...
Sunday, September 03, 2006
Sunday, July 09, 2006
9th July...
this date will always be remembered.. it's my father's birthday.. he'll be 59 this year if he's still alive.. but he passed away a year ago due to liver cancer..
semoga roh ayah dicucuri rahmatNYA.. insya allah..
p/s:so many things happen in past weeks.. tapi no time to blog it.. will try to find the time..
semoga roh ayah dicucuri rahmatNYA.. insya allah..
p/s:so many things happen in past weeks.. tapi no time to blog it.. will try to find the time..
Monday, June 05, 2006
Job, work, kerja....
kenapa lepas belajar kena kerja?
banyak sebabkan.. tapi all the sebab will revolve around MONEY..
kita kerja sebab perlukan duit... kenapa nak duit??
dulu masa bujang... kita kerja sebab.. yelar.. dah abis belajar... takkan nak kerja.. nak gak rasa duit sendiri... nak balas budi parents yg dah spend banyak masa kita belajar.. nak beli barang yg kita tak penah dapat beli masa kita belajar dulu.. nak beli kereta... dan macam2 lagi lar sebab2nya.
pastu bila dah kahwin.. kita kena kerja gak.. walaupun dah ada hubby.. sebab.. nak tolong hubby.. nak beli rumah sendiri.. nak beli keperluan keluarga..
ada anak plak.. lagi lar banyak nak pakai duit.. so makin lar kena kerja.. takkan nak harapkan laki.. nak beli susu, pampers, baju anak2...
so we need to work selamanya.. hanya nak menampung kehidupan harian... yelar... asal keluar pintu rumah je.. paling kurang 1 sen dah kena spend...
tapi... penatkan.. bila gi kerja.. kita kena marah.. lebih2 lagi kalau kesalahan tu terlalu kecil.. bandingkan dengan orang lain punya kesalahan yg maybe lebih besar.. tapi sebab sama kaum.. buat cam takde apa... tu lar dulu aku keje bumi company tak rasa semua2 ni.. bila dah kerja japanese company lak.. banyak2 kaum lain... ni lar jadi nye...
pastu.. terpikir.. sampai bila nak kerja ngan orang.. dan kena marah ngan orang.. takkan sampai ke tua nak macam ni.. so masa ni lar pk.. hmmm.. bagus nye kalau kerja sendiri... kan?
banyak sebabkan.. tapi all the sebab will revolve around MONEY..
kita kerja sebab perlukan duit... kenapa nak duit??
dulu masa bujang... kita kerja sebab.. yelar.. dah abis belajar... takkan nak kerja.. nak gak rasa duit sendiri... nak balas budi parents yg dah spend banyak masa kita belajar.. nak beli barang yg kita tak penah dapat beli masa kita belajar dulu.. nak beli kereta... dan macam2 lagi lar sebab2nya.
pastu bila dah kahwin.. kita kena kerja gak.. walaupun dah ada hubby.. sebab.. nak tolong hubby.. nak beli rumah sendiri.. nak beli keperluan keluarga..
ada anak plak.. lagi lar banyak nak pakai duit.. so makin lar kena kerja.. takkan nak harapkan laki.. nak beli susu, pampers, baju anak2...
so we need to work selamanya.. hanya nak menampung kehidupan harian... yelar... asal keluar pintu rumah je.. paling kurang 1 sen dah kena spend...
tapi... penatkan.. bila gi kerja.. kita kena marah.. lebih2 lagi kalau kesalahan tu terlalu kecil.. bandingkan dengan orang lain punya kesalahan yg maybe lebih besar.. tapi sebab sama kaum.. buat cam takde apa... tu lar dulu aku keje bumi company tak rasa semua2 ni.. bila dah kerja japanese company lak.. banyak2 kaum lain... ni lar jadi nye...
pastu.. terpikir.. sampai bila nak kerja ngan orang.. dan kena marah ngan orang.. takkan sampai ke tua nak macam ni.. so masa ni lar pk.. hmmm.. bagus nye kalau kerja sendiri... kan?
Tuesday, May 16, 2006
Tuesday, May 09, 2006
another mistakes?
tak tau dah nak buat apa.. rasanya makin lama makin banyak buat salah... dah 10 tahun berlalu.. make mistakes from one to another.... so kalau buat decision lagi lepas ni.. betul ke tak apa yang aku buat ni?? rasa tak nak dah buat keputusan.. kalau decision tu memajukan diri okey lar gak.. tapi terasa makin lama makin teruk.. am i that bad? am i that bold? am i that stupid?
ya allah.. berikan lar petunjuk kepada ku.. supaya aku memilih jalan yg benar... amin
ya allah.. berikan lar petunjuk kepada ku.. supaya aku memilih jalan yg benar... amin
Tuesday, April 18, 2006
Happy Anniversary...
Happy 3rd Anniversary..
Dear Hubby,
Thank you for completing my life... We have gone thru so many things in this past 3 years and will do for many years to come...
I Love You..
Love, your wife
Dear Hubby,
Thank you for completing my life... We have gone thru so many things in this past 3 years and will do for many years to come...
I Love You..
Love, your wife
Monday, April 17, 2006
Missing...
it's been 3 days... but i feel like it's been 3 years...
when she's around.. i scold her...
when she's around.. i said she's making too much noise..
when she's around.. i screamed at her..
but now.. she's not around...
and... i really miss her...
dear anisah sayang... lamanya awak kat brunei.. mummy rindu lar nak gaduh ngan awak.. lagi 4 hari awak nak balik.. lamanyaaaa.....
when she's around.. i scold her...
when she's around.. i said she's making too much noise..
when she's around.. i screamed at her..
but now.. she's not around...
and... i really miss her...
dear anisah sayang... lamanya awak kat brunei.. mummy rindu lar nak gaduh ngan awak.. lagi 4 hari awak nak balik.. lamanyaaaa.....
Thursday, April 06, 2006
Perfect Match
i've won the Mix.FM perfect match contest!!
Q1) What would you do if you lose your wallet??
Q2) If you are in hurry, what will be the meat dish you prepare for your husband?
Q3) How much money your husband carry in his wallet everyday?
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A1) Definitely called him!
A2) Anything to do with chicken, chicken nugget!
A3) 50 - 100
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Congratulations! both of you have won rm250 giant voucher!
Yippie! Yippie! Yippie!
p/s: this event happened yesterday morning around 10 am
Q1) What would you do if you lose your wallet??
Q2) If you are in hurry, what will be the meat dish you prepare for your husband?
Q3) How much money your husband carry in his wallet everyday?
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A1) Definitely called him!
A2) Anything to do with chicken, chicken nugget!
A3) 50 - 100
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Congratulations! both of you have won rm250 giant voucher!
Yippie! Yippie! Yippie!
p/s: this event happened yesterday morning around 10 am
Monday, April 03, 2006
The 1st Anniversary
Yesterday.. 2nd April 2006... genap setahun ayah meninggal... masih terngiang2 lagi kejadian pada hari sabtu 2 april 2005...
walaupun ada harapan ayah yang tak dapat aku tunaikan.. tapi aku bangga.. sebab arwah ayah meninggal apabila anak-anaknya semua sudah atau hampir berjaya.. dalam pelajaran dan kehidupan.. aku, akak dan abang dah mempunyai kerjaya masing-masing dan kedua-dua adik lelaki hampir menamatkan pelajaran masing-masing.. kami semua mampu berbangga dengan tunjuk ajar ayah yang meletakkan kami di peringkat sekarang... walaupun perjalan kami masih jauh...
sekurang-kurangnya ayah dapat mewalikan kedua-dua anak perempuannya dan menyaksikan 4 anak di bawah jagaannya berkahwin dan seorang lagi (ami)... ayah dapat mengenali bakal menantu bongsunya... walaupun ayah tak dapat melihat 2 orang cucu lelakinya.. tapi sekurang-kurangnya arwah ayah tahu dia sudah ada pewaris dengan kehadiran anisah.. satu-satunya cucu yang dikenali dan disayangi...
ayah.. jangan risau.. kami semua akan jaga emak sebaiknya... dan kami akan jaga rumah yang ayah usahakan (walaupun ada orang yang menidakkannya) sebaik mungkin... insya allah kami adik beradik akan bersatu sampai bila-bila.. insya allah kami adik beradik tidak akan menjadikan harta sebagai batu pemisah...
adik (that's me) berdoa semoga roh ayah dicucuri rahmat... dan semoga roh ayah berada di sisiNYA... al-fathihah buat ayah tersayang...
walaupun ada harapan ayah yang tak dapat aku tunaikan.. tapi aku bangga.. sebab arwah ayah meninggal apabila anak-anaknya semua sudah atau hampir berjaya.. dalam pelajaran dan kehidupan.. aku, akak dan abang dah mempunyai kerjaya masing-masing dan kedua-dua adik lelaki hampir menamatkan pelajaran masing-masing.. kami semua mampu berbangga dengan tunjuk ajar ayah yang meletakkan kami di peringkat sekarang... walaupun perjalan kami masih jauh...
sekurang-kurangnya ayah dapat mewalikan kedua-dua anak perempuannya dan menyaksikan 4 anak di bawah jagaannya berkahwin dan seorang lagi (ami)... ayah dapat mengenali bakal menantu bongsunya... walaupun ayah tak dapat melihat 2 orang cucu lelakinya.. tapi sekurang-kurangnya arwah ayah tahu dia sudah ada pewaris dengan kehadiran anisah.. satu-satunya cucu yang dikenali dan disayangi...
ayah.. jangan risau.. kami semua akan jaga emak sebaiknya... dan kami akan jaga rumah yang ayah usahakan (walaupun ada orang yang menidakkannya) sebaik mungkin... insya allah kami adik beradik akan bersatu sampai bila-bila.. insya allah kami adik beradik tidak akan menjadikan harta sebagai batu pemisah...
adik (that's me) berdoa semoga roh ayah dicucuri rahmat... dan semoga roh ayah berada di sisiNYA... al-fathihah buat ayah tersayang...
Tuesday, March 21, 2006
The Birth of Amil Aizat II
orang2: Nama dia sapa??
me: AMIL AIZAT...
orang2: oooooooooooooo.. {after long pause}... apa maknanya?
me: depends on how your pronounced it..
kalau sebut ngan huruf alif... AMIL means.. pekerjaan (alaa.. yang kutip zakat tu lar...) kalau sebut dengah huruf ain.. AMIL means... cenderung kepada kebaikan.. either also cann... AIZAT means... berkedudukan...
orang2: camna dapat nama tu?
me: it's an inspirational name...
as told by my sis once...
akak: sorang takde.. 2 akan ada..
me: huh?
akak: ayah meninggal... tapi kita akan dapat dua ahli baru dalam family..
me: ok..
months after that...
8/11/2005.. ADI was born...
27/12/2005... AMIL AIZAT was born...
soon... more will come insya allah... so the 'keturunan' {dlm english apa ek?} of HAJI ABAS BIN HAJI MAGU will continue...
p/s: to naja n other colleagues... yeee.. amil tu yg kutip zakat.... haaa.. jangan lupa bayar zakat tau... zakat pendapatan tu kena bayar gak... ihiih.. jangan marah naja...
me: AMIL AIZAT...
orang2: oooooooooooooo.. {after long pause}... apa maknanya?
me: depends on how your pronounced it..
kalau sebut ngan huruf alif... AMIL means.. pekerjaan (alaa.. yang kutip zakat tu lar...) kalau sebut dengah huruf ain.. AMIL means... cenderung kepada kebaikan.. either also cann... AIZAT means... berkedudukan...
orang2: camna dapat nama tu?
me: it's an inspirational name...
as told by my sis once...
akak: sorang takde.. 2 akan ada..
me: huh?
akak: ayah meninggal... tapi kita akan dapat dua ahli baru dalam family..
me: ok..
months after that...
8/11/2005.. ADI was born...
27/12/2005... AMIL AIZAT was born...
soon... more will come insya allah... so the 'keturunan' {dlm english apa ek?} of HAJI ABAS BIN HAJI MAGU will continue...
p/s: to naja n other colleagues... yeee.. amil tu yg kutip zakat.... haaa.. jangan lupa bayar zakat tau... zakat pendapatan tu kena bayar gak... ihiih.. jangan marah naja...
The Unusual Weekend
usually my weekend starts on friday after work where i have to pick up 2 kids and my hubby.. then laze around at home, and the next day (saturday) do all the chores eg basuh baju, lipat baju, gosok baju, kemas bilik etc etc and etc... sunday will be the same plus melayan anisah with her barney and amil with his 'nenen' and 'tido'...
but last weekend was a bit different... it started with a half day of on friday... picked up my 2 kids.. when to OU.. met the CHIs.. well there's only me, caza, nana and een and the young CHIs. anisah, aliah and amil... anisah was superbly active and i guessed the older CHIs were 'pening' watched her active moves... aliah was incredibly sweet asked me for some keropok and looked very sleepy in her stroller but very delighted after her mama let her walk... and amil was a bit amused with the environment so he decided not to sleep but wanted mummy's milk... the events ended with anisah's crying did not want to wave goodbye to all her aunties yang dah kepenatan melayan dia... and she ended up sleeping right after we exited OU.. maybe we can do this again sometime... hmmmm. camne lar nak handle budak 2 orang tu lagi ek??
then i had to pick up Ardi as usual at canon.. later that night my sister came to fetch anisah coz she wanted to bring anisah to go back to JB on the next day... anisah was a bit reluctant to go.. but force by her mummy so she ended up crying hysterically in the car with my sister... actually she was really tired... yippie!! mummy got the weekend off from her.. hehehehe...
my saturday weekend was usual.. need to do more chores with some ease since anisah is not around... and it was mama's (ardi's mom) birthday.. so we bought her a birthday cake and thankfully baba and family was around to finish the cake.. hiihhii... and it was F1 qualifying day..
the best part was on sunday... i had been waiting for this day since late friday... while i was on the way to pick him on friday, he called.. and told me he got free ticket to F1 race day... i was quite happy but a bit worried of whom to take care of amil (anisah was at JB.. so 1 problem solved).. after make few phone calls, we decided to leave amil with his wan ma and tok ibu (my in-laws)... so i had been counting the hours to pick up ardi and went to sepang... and yes it was a wonderful experience... although we didn't get the best seat.. but what the heck it was free tickets and it was a F1.. we decided to go there via KL transit and took shuttle bus to go to sepang from KLIA... although it was a bit expensive.. but we've got free tickets.. so that's fine.. the queue to our gate was very long and some people jumped the queue.. couldn't blame them though cause some people were not sure where to go..
when the race began, i was ready to take some pics of the car... get ready wih my only 3.2mp camera, i managed to take few shots... hahaha.. tapi kelakar nye other camera around me suma yang jenis zoom sampai 1 meter... and since the car was so fast, some of the pic i took was only the track with no car.. hahaaha... dah camera pun cikai je kan.. sob sob... i've been hurrah for kimi the whole race, not knowing that kimi was actually out of the race at turn 5.. duhhhh.... so i thought it was kimi but it was montoya whom i've been cheering.. hehee.. i only found this out after watched buletin utama later that night... but it was fun...
besides the race, we've got to watch other things.. there was this couple in front of us.. the man is a foreigner supporting the Renalut.. and the girl was definitely a malaysian malay.. u know why i said that.. cause 1st the girl's nose was 'pesek'.. and the skin was malay skin... and she's so mengada.. like every time she kissed the guy, she will look around.. see if everybody's watching them.. then.. she will smile very poisely.. hiya can tell lar.. like she wanted to tel people... "hey look at me.. i'm with a mat salleh"... pirahhh.. and we called them (for the girl actually).. TERUJA... hahahaha...
so later that night.. we waited for anisah to come home...
but last weekend was a bit different... it started with a half day of on friday... picked up my 2 kids.. when to OU.. met the CHIs.. well there's only me, caza, nana and een and the young CHIs. anisah, aliah and amil... anisah was superbly active and i guessed the older CHIs were 'pening' watched her active moves... aliah was incredibly sweet asked me for some keropok and looked very sleepy in her stroller but very delighted after her mama let her walk... and amil was a bit amused with the environment so he decided not to sleep but wanted mummy's milk... the events ended with anisah's crying did not want to wave goodbye to all her aunties yang dah kepenatan melayan dia... and she ended up sleeping right after we exited OU.. maybe we can do this again sometime... hmmmm. camne lar nak handle budak 2 orang tu lagi ek??
then i had to pick up Ardi as usual at canon.. later that night my sister came to fetch anisah coz she wanted to bring anisah to go back to JB on the next day... anisah was a bit reluctant to go.. but force by her mummy so she ended up crying hysterically in the car with my sister... actually she was really tired... yippie!! mummy got the weekend off from her.. hehehehe...
my saturday weekend was usual.. need to do more chores with some ease since anisah is not around... and it was mama's (ardi's mom) birthday.. so we bought her a birthday cake and thankfully baba and family was around to finish the cake.. hiihhii... and it was F1 qualifying day..
the best part was on sunday... i had been waiting for this day since late friday... while i was on the way to pick him on friday, he called.. and told me he got free ticket to F1 race day... i was quite happy but a bit worried of whom to take care of amil (anisah was at JB.. so 1 problem solved).. after make few phone calls, we decided to leave amil with his wan ma and tok ibu (my in-laws)... so i had been counting the hours to pick up ardi and went to sepang... and yes it was a wonderful experience... although we didn't get the best seat.. but what the heck it was free tickets and it was a F1.. we decided to go there via KL transit and took shuttle bus to go to sepang from KLIA... although it was a bit expensive.. but we've got free tickets.. so that's fine.. the queue to our gate was very long and some people jumped the queue.. couldn't blame them though cause some people were not sure where to go..
when the race began, i was ready to take some pics of the car... get ready wih my only 3.2mp camera, i managed to take few shots... hahaha.. tapi kelakar nye other camera around me suma yang jenis zoom sampai 1 meter... and since the car was so fast, some of the pic i took was only the track with no car.. hahaaha... dah camera pun cikai je kan.. sob sob... i've been hurrah for kimi the whole race, not knowing that kimi was actually out of the race at turn 5.. duhhhh.... so i thought it was kimi but it was montoya whom i've been cheering.. hehee.. i only found this out after watched buletin utama later that night... but it was fun...
besides the race, we've got to watch other things.. there was this couple in front of us.. the man is a foreigner supporting the Renalut.. and the girl was definitely a malaysian malay.. u know why i said that.. cause 1st the girl's nose was 'pesek'.. and the skin was malay skin... and she's so mengada.. like every time she kissed the guy, she will look around.. see if everybody's watching them.. then.. she will smile very poisely.. hiya can tell lar.. like she wanted to tel people... "hey look at me.. i'm with a mat salleh"... pirahhh.. and we called them (for the girl actually).. TERUJA... hahahaha...
so later that night.. we waited for anisah to come home...
Thursday, March 16, 2006
The Birth of Amil Aizat
27 December 2005
3.45 am - in the room, while everybody's sleeping
adehhh.. sakitnya perutttt.. contraction ke?? tak kot... due lagi 2 minggu apa.. takpe.. let me time the interval... la la la la.. hmmm.. memula 10 min.. ni 8 min.. lar.. 15 minit lak.. hmm. tak kot.. mesti premature contraction ni..
me: ayang! sakit perut lar.. cam nak b***k.. tapi tak kuar apa pun...
rd: hmm... sakit sangat ke???
me: tak tau nak kata camna...
rd: hmmmmm... zzzzzzzz
7.15 am - in the room prepared to work
rd: sakit lagi ke?
me: dah kurang sikit tapi masih lagi..
rd: saya hantar awak gi office lar...
me: tak yah lar.. maybe ok lagi kot.. rasanya ni tipu je.. tapi tolong masukkan beg dlm kereta.. mana lar tau kan... anisah.. don't play with that.. mummy wants to keep that in the bag... {she was playing with the baby wipes}
anisah: jsdhakjshdladhasldhal... {don't know what she said!}
7.55 am - in the car after sent ardi
me: anisah... u better be good ok... mummy's in pain ni...
8.25 am - at the office
me: adik-adik.. aku sakit perut larr... korang stand by ek.. {bebudak kat opis tu suma bujang kecuali sorang je yg dah kahwin.. saje takutkan dorang}
z: iskkk.. ko jangan main2 kak lela....
me: hahahahahha
husna: betul ke lela? {she's the only one married with 2 kids}
me: ntah... aku pun tak tau nak kata.. sakit tu adalah tapi interval tak sama.. maybe tak kot.. baby jangan kuar dulu.. tunggu lar tahun depan {talked to the baby}.. okey lar naik atas jap...
8.35 am - office toilet
me: alamak darah!! {panic mode strike}
8.37 am - office downstair
me: husna.. kalau dah ada darah tu camna??
husna: ye lar lela.. aku rasa ntah2 ari ni kot...
me: alaaaa.. kalau boleh tak nak lar.. baby tunggu lar jap.. eh husna.. apa2 ko tolong aku ek... antar aku gi spital ke?
husna: ok
8.43 am - office upstair
keep call ardi and asked his opinion.. and call ee.. his wife just delivered 1 1/2 months ago..
me: hello ee.. ko sibuk ke? aku benda nak tanya ni..
ee: apa?
me: masa su dulu.. tanda dia nak deliver camne?
ee: apsal?
me: aku sakit2.. tapi tak lar kerap... tadi aku gi toilet dah nampak darah camna?
ee: kalau dah ada darah within 24 hours kena gi spital.. ko drive ke?
me: a'a.. hmmm.. takpe lar.. aku try call dr aku dulu tanya dia... apa2 aku call ko
ee: ok
----
me: hello mak.. rasa cam dah sakit... tapi tak sure...
mak: gi lar klinik.. check...
me: hmmm.. ok
---
tried call the klinik.. the O&G very busy.. nobody picked up the phone.. hmmm.. btw..
me: naja! nak kuar breakfast ek.. order milo ais!
---
ee: hello.. ko siap je lar.. aku bawak ko gi klinik.. aku tgh kemas2 ni.. nanti nak sampai aku call..
me: haaa.. yelar
10.12 am - office downstair
me: aku gi klinik lar husna.. adik aku nanti datang amik..
and at the same time meninggalkan amanat to my collegue for my work.. dalam hati.. mana milo aku ni.. jap lagi ee sampai...
10.16 am
naja: akak.. nah milo ais akak...
me: haa.. minum2... alamak ee dah sampai.. ee,, jap... kena minum ni.. mana lar tau.. kalau betul.. nanti tak leh minum.. naja.. kalau apa2.. nanti akak call.. awak antar keta kat spital ek
10.18 am - in ee's car
ee: sakit lagi ke?
me: ada lar gak.. tapi boleh tahan lagi laa.. apa lagi jom aaa gerak..
ee: jap nak kira duit...
me: eh apa2 pinjam dui ko dulu.. aku tak bawak kuar duit
ee: ok
10.37 - arrived az-zahrah
me: dr kamsiah ada? akak dah sakit sangat ni
nurse: dr takde klinik ari ni.. kalau nak jumpa naik tkt 3.. dia ada kat sana..
me: ok
---
me: saya nak jumpa dr kamsiah, dia ada tak? nak suruh dia check jap.. dah sakit ni
nurse: akak duduk jap.. saya carik dr kamsiah..
{duduk lar tunggu.. tetiba nampak dr.. }
me: dr... rasanya cam sakit.. nak mintak dr check jap laa
dr: ok.. awak masuk bilik ni jap..
{masuk.. bukak lar apa yg patut.. dr pun check n citer lar apa jadi}
dr: eh dah bukak 6cm ni.. baik awak gi hospital cepat...
dr (to ee): bila2 masa je ni.. ntah2 sebelum zuhur..
dr (to me): hati2 ye... semoga selamat..
me: tima kasih ye dr..
--
10.59 am - in ee's car
1st call.. to ardi..
me: ayang.. saya dah on d way ke hospital ni.. ee bawak keta cam orang giler... so camna awak nak datang hospital?
rd: hmm... camne ek... suruh ee datang amik lar..
me: haaa.. jap.. ee ko amik rd kat canon boleh?
ee: ok2..
me: oiittt.. leks aaa apsal bawak laju2 ni.. bukannye nak terus keluar pun..
ee: eh ko tak dengar ke dr cakap bila2 masa tau..
{ee bawak keta laju giler.. dah lar pasang hazardlight pastu suma keta kat depan dia kena high beam}
me: ok yang.. apa2 call..
rd: ok.. cakap ee.. leks sket
11.18 am - arrived hospital
ee: kak.. dia dah nak terberanak ni (to the guard)
me: leks aaa.. gi parking dulu..
11.25 am - after all the procedure.. the nurse asked me to change clothes.. and go to labor room
11.30 am - recite everything i can and wonder if ardi can make it..
tick tock..
12.52 pm - in the labor room
me: {press the emergency button}
me: nurse.. saya dah tak tahan sangat ni..
nurse 1: meh saya tengok awak leh teran ke tak...
nurse 2: akak.. suami akak apa nama?
me: Ardi Irwan Md Radzi..
nurse 2: ok sebentar ye.. jap lagi dia leh masukk
rd: a'kum...
nurse 1: awak tunggu jap..
me: ayanggg.... tolongggg... sakittt...
nurse 1: ok awak dah boleh masuk.. {asked rd to come in}
nurse 1: ok try lagi skali... jangan angkat punggung.. jangan kuar bunyi...
me: {try and try.. }
nurse 1: hmmm.. tak leh.. awak panic...
rd: jangan panic yanggg..
me: {aku panic ke???}
nurse 1: ok kita try cara lain.. awak menggiring.. kalau sakit.. terannnn..
me: ok
few seconds after that...
me: alhamdulillah..
nurse 1: ok.. cepat2 dah kuar dah ni...
rd: haaa??
nurse 1: ok tgk.. awak dapat anak apa..
me: lelaki..
and that's how AMIL AIZAT was born..
for info.. i had different experience with anisah.. where i don't feel any contraction at all until i was in the labor room..
3.45 am - in the room, while everybody's sleeping
adehhh.. sakitnya perutttt.. contraction ke?? tak kot... due lagi 2 minggu apa.. takpe.. let me time the interval... la la la la.. hmmm.. memula 10 min.. ni 8 min.. lar.. 15 minit lak.. hmm. tak kot.. mesti premature contraction ni..
me: ayang! sakit perut lar.. cam nak b***k.. tapi tak kuar apa pun...
rd: hmm... sakit sangat ke???
me: tak tau nak kata camna...
rd: hmmmmm... zzzzzzzz
7.15 am - in the room prepared to work
rd: sakit lagi ke?
me: dah kurang sikit tapi masih lagi..
rd: saya hantar awak gi office lar...
me: tak yah lar.. maybe ok lagi kot.. rasanya ni tipu je.. tapi tolong masukkan beg dlm kereta.. mana lar tau kan... anisah.. don't play with that.. mummy wants to keep that in the bag... {she was playing with the baby wipes}
anisah: jsdhakjshdladhasldhal... {don't know what she said!}
7.55 am - in the car after sent ardi
me: anisah... u better be good ok... mummy's in pain ni...
8.25 am - at the office
me: adik-adik.. aku sakit perut larr... korang stand by ek.. {bebudak kat opis tu suma bujang kecuali sorang je yg dah kahwin.. saje takutkan dorang}
z: iskkk.. ko jangan main2 kak lela....
me: hahahahahha
husna: betul ke lela? {she's the only one married with 2 kids}
me: ntah... aku pun tak tau nak kata.. sakit tu adalah tapi interval tak sama.. maybe tak kot.. baby jangan kuar dulu.. tunggu lar tahun depan {talked to the baby}.. okey lar naik atas jap...
8.35 am - office toilet
me: alamak darah!! {panic mode strike}
8.37 am - office downstair
me: husna.. kalau dah ada darah tu camna??
husna: ye lar lela.. aku rasa ntah2 ari ni kot...
me: alaaaa.. kalau boleh tak nak lar.. baby tunggu lar jap.. eh husna.. apa2 ko tolong aku ek... antar aku gi spital ke?
husna: ok
8.43 am - office upstair
keep call ardi and asked his opinion.. and call ee.. his wife just delivered 1 1/2 months ago..
me: hello ee.. ko sibuk ke? aku benda nak tanya ni..
ee: apa?
me: masa su dulu.. tanda dia nak deliver camne?
ee: apsal?
me: aku sakit2.. tapi tak lar kerap... tadi aku gi toilet dah nampak darah camna?
ee: kalau dah ada darah within 24 hours kena gi spital.. ko drive ke?
me: a'a.. hmmm.. takpe lar.. aku try call dr aku dulu tanya dia... apa2 aku call ko
ee: ok
----
me: hello mak.. rasa cam dah sakit... tapi tak sure...
mak: gi lar klinik.. check...
me: hmmm.. ok
---
tried call the klinik.. the O&G very busy.. nobody picked up the phone.. hmmm.. btw..
me: naja! nak kuar breakfast ek.. order milo ais!
---
ee: hello.. ko siap je lar.. aku bawak ko gi klinik.. aku tgh kemas2 ni.. nanti nak sampai aku call..
me: haaa.. yelar
10.12 am - office downstair
me: aku gi klinik lar husna.. adik aku nanti datang amik..
and at the same time meninggalkan amanat to my collegue for my work.. dalam hati.. mana milo aku ni.. jap lagi ee sampai...
10.16 am
naja: akak.. nah milo ais akak...
me: haa.. minum2... alamak ee dah sampai.. ee,, jap... kena minum ni.. mana lar tau.. kalau betul.. nanti tak leh minum.. naja.. kalau apa2.. nanti akak call.. awak antar keta kat spital ek
10.18 am - in ee's car
ee: sakit lagi ke?
me: ada lar gak.. tapi boleh tahan lagi laa.. apa lagi jom aaa gerak..
ee: jap nak kira duit...
me: eh apa2 pinjam dui ko dulu.. aku tak bawak kuar duit
ee: ok
10.37 - arrived az-zahrah
me: dr kamsiah ada? akak dah sakit sangat ni
nurse: dr takde klinik ari ni.. kalau nak jumpa naik tkt 3.. dia ada kat sana..
me: ok
---
me: saya nak jumpa dr kamsiah, dia ada tak? nak suruh dia check jap.. dah sakit ni
nurse: akak duduk jap.. saya carik dr kamsiah..
{duduk lar tunggu.. tetiba nampak dr.. }
me: dr... rasanya cam sakit.. nak mintak dr check jap laa
dr: ok.. awak masuk bilik ni jap..
{masuk.. bukak lar apa yg patut.. dr pun check n citer lar apa jadi}
dr: eh dah bukak 6cm ni.. baik awak gi hospital cepat...
dr (to ee): bila2 masa je ni.. ntah2 sebelum zuhur..
dr (to me): hati2 ye... semoga selamat..
me: tima kasih ye dr..
--
10.59 am - in ee's car
1st call.. to ardi..
me: ayang.. saya dah on d way ke hospital ni.. ee bawak keta cam orang giler... so camna awak nak datang hospital?
rd: hmm... camne ek... suruh ee datang amik lar..
me: haaa.. jap.. ee ko amik rd kat canon boleh?
ee: ok2..
me: oiittt.. leks aaa apsal bawak laju2 ni.. bukannye nak terus keluar pun..
ee: eh ko tak dengar ke dr cakap bila2 masa tau..
{ee bawak keta laju giler.. dah lar pasang hazardlight pastu suma keta kat depan dia kena high beam}
me: ok yang.. apa2 call..
rd: ok.. cakap ee.. leks sket
11.18 am - arrived hospital
ee: kak.. dia dah nak terberanak ni (to the guard)
me: leks aaa.. gi parking dulu..
11.25 am - after all the procedure.. the nurse asked me to change clothes.. and go to labor room
11.30 am - recite everything i can and wonder if ardi can make it..
tick tock..
12.52 pm - in the labor room
me: {press the emergency button}
me: nurse.. saya dah tak tahan sangat ni..
nurse 1: meh saya tengok awak leh teran ke tak...
nurse 2: akak.. suami akak apa nama?
me: Ardi Irwan Md Radzi..
nurse 2: ok sebentar ye.. jap lagi dia leh masukk
rd: a'kum...
nurse 1: awak tunggu jap..
me: ayanggg.... tolongggg... sakittt...
nurse 1: ok awak dah boleh masuk.. {asked rd to come in}
nurse 1: ok try lagi skali... jangan angkat punggung.. jangan kuar bunyi...
me: {try and try.. }
nurse 1: hmmm.. tak leh.. awak panic...
rd: jangan panic yanggg..
me: {aku panic ke???}
nurse 1: ok kita try cara lain.. awak menggiring.. kalau sakit.. terannnn..
me: ok
few seconds after that...
me: alhamdulillah..
nurse 1: ok.. cepat2 dah kuar dah ni...
rd: haaa??
nurse 1: ok tgk.. awak dapat anak apa..
me: lelaki..
and that's how AMIL AIZAT was born..
for info.. i had different experience with anisah.. where i don't feel any contraction at all until i was in the labor room..
Thursday, March 02, 2006
Am Back!
a'kum everybody...
i have finished with my confinement holidays about 4 days ago am back at work again... i will write the event of amil aizat's departure when i have upload all the pics and have the brain to write...
i have finished with my confinement holidays about 4 days ago am back at work again... i will write the event of amil aizat's departure when i have upload all the pics and have the brain to write...
Wednesday, December 14, 2005
Exhausted...
looking at my lilypie.. am due in 26 days... time flies really fast huh... sometimes i wish to give birh soon.. cause am very tired and very exhausted.. but at the same time, i wish that my dear baby will come as schedule or at least in 2006.. well i ahve this crazy idea to have a gap between them (anisah and her adik) for 2 years (at least by year).. so that it won't burden us so much when come to their education expenses.. waaaaa... i know it's still a long way to go.. but to live in current decades and economy all that have to be taken into consideration... right??
there are still a lot more for me to do before the baby come out.. well.. i've got to settle some stuff.. errr.. not work stuff.. but more to ardi's and anisah's stuff... basically during the confinement period.. i will be in JB... for the full 60 days.. yipiiieeee...
many people don't like their confinement period.. but i simply love it.. well firstly because i've got to stay in JB for a long time.. which means a break from my in-laws.. hhehehhehe.. and i love to food that i've got to eat.. am not that fussy about food.. as long as it comes with black pepper sauce and hot food... i can deal with that... and i don't mind to get massages... the only thing i will miss is my dear hubby... cause i have to leave him in shah alam... so that will be the only thing worries me... well my cocern is.. who's going to wash his clothes, who's going to prepare his meal, who he's going out with (hehehe!) and hope he will not forget his vitamins etc.. i know her's staying with his mom.. but am still his concern wife.. kan? kan? kan? oh well.. surely our phone bill will increase tremendously... just like before..
i-allah i will write my final post before i am due... in the meantime... take care all!!
there are still a lot more for me to do before the baby come out.. well.. i've got to settle some stuff.. errr.. not work stuff.. but more to ardi's and anisah's stuff... basically during the confinement period.. i will be in JB... for the full 60 days.. yipiiieeee...
many people don't like their confinement period.. but i simply love it.. well firstly because i've got to stay in JB for a long time.. which means a break from my in-laws.. hhehehhehe.. and i love to food that i've got to eat.. am not that fussy about food.. as long as it comes with black pepper sauce and hot food... i can deal with that... and i don't mind to get massages... the only thing i will miss is my dear hubby... cause i have to leave him in shah alam... so that will be the only thing worries me... well my cocern is.. who's going to wash his clothes, who's going to prepare his meal, who he's going out with (hehehe!) and hope he will not forget his vitamins etc.. i know her's staying with his mom.. but am still his concern wife.. kan? kan? kan? oh well.. surely our phone bill will increase tremendously... just like before..
i-allah i will write my final post before i am due... in the meantime... take care all!!
Friday, November 25, 2005
Anisah's cousin
finally anisah have a cousin and i have a nephew.. well..i've been waiting for a nieces/nephews since 5 years ago when my brother got married.. eventually i've got pregnant first before my sister-in-law... then my younger brother got married early this year and his wife was pregnant.. and she gave birth to a handsome baby boy by the of ADI..
adi je ke?? that's what everybody asked my brother.. and YES is his answer.. so his name is ADI BIN ZULKHAIRI.. which means.. "nama sahabat nabi" or in sanskrit (according to my bro, "first son")..
this are his pics and anisah really2 adores the little buddy... she kept kissing him until he cried and cried and cried.. ihihhi.. that's my daughter..
adi je ke?? that's what everybody asked my brother.. and YES is his answer.. so his name is ADI BIN ZULKHAIRI.. which means.. "nama sahabat nabi" or in sanskrit (according to my bro, "first son").. this are his pics and anisah really2 adores the little buddy... she kept kissing him until he cried and cried and cried.. ihihhi.. that's my daughter..
Raya Pics
in my last blog.. i didn't post any pictures since i always forget to upload it at my PC.. finally i've done it.. so here are some pics.. then i realized... we hadn't had pics just the three of us (me, ardi & anisah) and also anisah alone with her new baju kurung.. silliu me! :(
anisah and daddy
anisah and mummy
mummy and aunties and uncles
anisah and daddy
anisah and mummy
mummy and aunties and uncles
Monday, November 14, 2005
Raya 2005
today is 12 Syawal 1426...
this raya was not the same as before.. for the first time ever, we had to celebrate it without our beloved father who passed away 7 months earlier.. we had to spent this raya here in Shah Alam/KL since my sister-in-law was due soon.. and it was different.. although we spent the raya together on the 1st Syawal (except for Abang).. it was different... we didn't got to eat either ayah's (definitely) and mak's (even!) dishes.. what we ate was what other families cook for us.. yes it was different.. and i didn't get to fill up my empty stomach like i used to do.. cause it was different..
i managed not to cry during the raya.. but i did cried few days before raya.. somebody reminded me of ayah and it was really sad.. the only happy moments for me during the raya was to dressed up my little girl, anisah.. to see her with her baju kurung (first ever!).. and to see her had such a wonderful time with ardi's cousin..
this weekend, am going back to JB.. my brother is going to host an open house (plus house warming and doa selamat)... although it will be 2 weeks after raya.. but to go back to JB for the occassion makes me feel like 'balik kampung' for the raya..
i just wish.. next year.. although the feeling might be the same.. but the environment will be different...
this raya was not the same as before.. for the first time ever, we had to celebrate it without our beloved father who passed away 7 months earlier.. we had to spent this raya here in Shah Alam/KL since my sister-in-law was due soon.. and it was different.. although we spent the raya together on the 1st Syawal (except for Abang).. it was different... we didn't got to eat either ayah's (definitely) and mak's (even!) dishes.. what we ate was what other families cook for us.. yes it was different.. and i didn't get to fill up my empty stomach like i used to do.. cause it was different..
i managed not to cry during the raya.. but i did cried few days before raya.. somebody reminded me of ayah and it was really sad.. the only happy moments for me during the raya was to dressed up my little girl, anisah.. to see her with her baju kurung (first ever!).. and to see her had such a wonderful time with ardi's cousin..
this weekend, am going back to JB.. my brother is going to host an open house (plus house warming and doa selamat)... although it will be 2 weeks after raya.. but to go back to JB for the occassion makes me feel like 'balik kampung' for the raya..
i just wish.. next year.. although the feeling might be the same.. but the environment will be different...
Thursday, October 27, 2005
Influenced by Nana
No 1
No 2
Your Japanese Name Is...
Hisano Kujo
No 3
No 4
You Are Cinderella!
| You Are 24 Years Old |
 Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. |
No 2
Your Japanese Name Is...
No 3
| You Are 40% Weird |
 Normal enough to know that you're weird... But too damn weird to do anything about it! |
No 4
You Are Cinderella!
Dignified and hard working. With a gentle and soft-spoken manner you have something many people don't. Patience. Even through the moments of heartbreak you're still able to hold onto all of your hopes and dreams. Bide your time; your dream will come true.
Wednesday, October 19, 2005
Ramadhan
Been away for quite some time huh!.. well am not the kind of person who write much.. plus there's nothing interesting going on in my life now..
when ramadan begin.. i vow to once again.. to fast full 30 days.. i've done it for the last 2 years (1st year while preggies with anisah, 2nd year while breastfeed anisah and had no period at the time).. but this year i failed although am pregannat for the second time.. i've got conjunctivitis last week, so i couldn't fast for about 5 days.. although some people wonder why.. well.. kena letak ubat mata kan.. kat mata kan ada liang rongga.. so tak leh lar puasa.. sob sob.. but i will stick to my second vows to try khatam quran.. so far i am in the right track.. only missing a day.. but can be recover during the weekend..
last weekend i went home to JB (after leave the place since July).. it was great to berbuka with my family.. everybody was there.. mak, abang, kak ina, kak lina, me, ardi, anisah n ee also ijam (ee's friend).. only boy (my bro-in-law who had to work) and su (my sis-in-law who 8 1/2 months pregnant) couldn't join us.. we had some great food.. with mak masak her lontong and bubur asyura, akak with her umai, me with my ketam black pepper (requested by my abang), abang with his house.. and ee with his supersodalicious air bandung.. and uncle was also joined us with his only staying with him son.. and anisah also had a good time.. munching telur rebus with some sambal..
although the trip was a quick one.. i had a great time.. but at the same time.. i felt very tired.. but i know we at least made mak happy for a while.. this raya won;t be the same since ayah has just passed away.. so to cheer her up is a priority.. but we will spend the raya here in KL/Shah Alam/Bangi since my sister-in-law will due soon..
perhapes.. we meet after raya.. Selamat Berpuasa (lagi 15 hari ni!!) and Selamat Hari Raya.. to those who know me.. i would like to apologize if there are any mstakes verbally, phsically or mentally to any of u..
when ramadan begin.. i vow to once again.. to fast full 30 days.. i've done it for the last 2 years (1st year while preggies with anisah, 2nd year while breastfeed anisah and had no period at the time).. but this year i failed although am pregannat for the second time.. i've got conjunctivitis last week, so i couldn't fast for about 5 days.. although some people wonder why.. well.. kena letak ubat mata kan.. kat mata kan ada liang rongga.. so tak leh lar puasa.. sob sob.. but i will stick to my second vows to try khatam quran.. so far i am in the right track.. only missing a day.. but can be recover during the weekend..
last weekend i went home to JB (after leave the place since July).. it was great to berbuka with my family.. everybody was there.. mak, abang, kak ina, kak lina, me, ardi, anisah n ee also ijam (ee's friend).. only boy (my bro-in-law who had to work) and su (my sis-in-law who 8 1/2 months pregnant) couldn't join us.. we had some great food.. with mak masak her lontong and bubur asyura, akak with her umai, me with my ketam black pepper (requested by my abang), abang with his house.. and ee with his supersodalicious air bandung.. and uncle was also joined us with his only staying with him son.. and anisah also had a good time.. munching telur rebus with some sambal..
although the trip was a quick one.. i had a great time.. but at the same time.. i felt very tired.. but i know we at least made mak happy for a while.. this raya won;t be the same since ayah has just passed away.. so to cheer her up is a priority.. but we will spend the raya here in KL/Shah Alam/Bangi since my sister-in-law will due soon..
perhapes.. we meet after raya.. Selamat Berpuasa (lagi 15 hari ni!!) and Selamat Hari Raya.. to those who know me.. i would like to apologize if there are any mstakes verbally, phsically or mentally to any of u..
Friday, September 23, 2005
Never Ending!
i've been sicked again.. this time it's worst i guess.. last tuesday we had dinner at one of ardi's aunt's house... of course there were lots of food.. and i tried a bit here and there.. then my bowel started to have fun.. and it happened several time and i vomitted too.. and till now.. it still occurred..
now i am afraid to eat.. because if i ate.. either i passed out from bottom or top.. but i have to eat for the sake of my baby... but i feel very very sick now...
now i am afraid to eat.. because if i ate.. either i passed out from bottom or top.. but i have to eat for the sake of my baby... but i feel very very sick now...
Thursday, September 08, 2005
Past, present and future
i've been tagged by Nana
20 years ago: 1985 (I was 8)
Can't remember much.. but I knew I had a lot of friends that last until my secondary year.. not a great student.. always scold by my teacher.. was very bad girl at the time.. most teachers didn't like me n my groupies.. but i think my class teacher was Pn Nila.. she was our class teacher until we're standard 6..
10 years ago: 1995 (I was 18)
I went to English Course sponsored by MARA.. not a great one.. it was a waste of time.. should get a job or something.. got my license.. but too scared to drive, after the english course, i worked for my uncle for couple of months before accepted to MARA College Banting where I met my good friends, my hubby.. most important, that was the year where I had the biggest crush ever in my life.. where my 'antenna' was working whenever he passed by.. but i never realized somebody have an even bigger crush on me.. my dear hubby.. we formed so-called clubhouse, CH106ers.. i ripped of my pants just to catch a stalker.. dah lar tu masa tu tengah syok makan satay..
5 years ago: 2000 (I was 23)
I finished my degree at WMU.. i met some good friends like Sobi, Kak Lin, Kak Long, Josh, Kristy, Carl, Mike, Dorothy.. and there was this cute nigger guy who had crush on me. asked me out several times, but i dare not to.. so sad i had to leave the country where i gained valuable experience also sad that my parents never got to witness my graduation day.. but at the same time am excited to go home for my bro's wedding and most of all to meet my distance boyfriend, ARDI IRWAN (whom had crush on me kat Banting).. got my first job at an insurance company but had to quit after three months to go back to JB to live with my parents..
3 years ago: 2002 (I was 25)
Not an interesting year.. am busy working with current company.. back and forth to KL to meet my dear bf.. and sibuk simpan duit for my wedding.. that's about it i guess.. oh yeah.. i went to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah that year for a workshop..
Last year: 2004 (I was 27)
Giving birth to my lovely daugther, Nur Anisah.. my sister got married with my senior.. my grandfather passed away (all this happen in 3 months period).. watching anisah's milestone every month or is it every day.. hmmm!! and towards end of the year, received devastating news.. my father got liver cancer...
This year: 2005 (I am 28)
My father still received treatment at the hospital.. my brother, EE got married in February with a lovely girl.. my father passed away in April.. I've got pregnant again.. had some complications at first but then everything is safe now.. not satisfied with current company.. still mourning over my father's death..
Next year: 2006 (I will be 29)
Insya allah will give birth to another soul.. now have to deal with two kids.. hopefully ardi will keep up with me.. will try again to find another job.. hope my older brother and sister will have kids on their own
10 years from now: 2015 (38 ek?)
I just hope to have better life.. anisah will be 11+ by then and her brother or sister will be 8 kot.. and probably more adik to follow... Will ARDI still loves me? hopefully.. and insya allah i will still love him... hope to have my own home, hope to still have my current friends.. and most importantly, hope i will have a healthy and berkat life.. insya allah..
20 years ago: 1985 (I was 8)
Can't remember much.. but I knew I had a lot of friends that last until my secondary year.. not a great student.. always scold by my teacher.. was very bad girl at the time.. most teachers didn't like me n my groupies.. but i think my class teacher was Pn Nila.. she was our class teacher until we're standard 6..
10 years ago: 1995 (I was 18)
I went to English Course sponsored by MARA.. not a great one.. it was a waste of time.. should get a job or something.. got my license.. but too scared to drive, after the english course, i worked for my uncle for couple of months before accepted to MARA College Banting where I met my good friends, my hubby.. most important, that was the year where I had the biggest crush ever in my life.. where my 'antenna' was working whenever he passed by.. but i never realized somebody have an even bigger crush on me.. my dear hubby.. we formed so-called clubhouse, CH106ers.. i ripped of my pants just to catch a stalker.. dah lar tu masa tu tengah syok makan satay..
5 years ago: 2000 (I was 23)
I finished my degree at WMU.. i met some good friends like Sobi, Kak Lin, Kak Long, Josh, Kristy, Carl, Mike, Dorothy.. and there was this cute nigger guy who had crush on me. asked me out several times, but i dare not to.. so sad i had to leave the country where i gained valuable experience also sad that my parents never got to witness my graduation day.. but at the same time am excited to go home for my bro's wedding and most of all to meet my distance boyfriend, ARDI IRWAN (whom had crush on me kat Banting).. got my first job at an insurance company but had to quit after three months to go back to JB to live with my parents..
3 years ago: 2002 (I was 25)
Not an interesting year.. am busy working with current company.. back and forth to KL to meet my dear bf.. and sibuk simpan duit for my wedding.. that's about it i guess.. oh yeah.. i went to Kota Kinabalu, Sabah that year for a workshop..
Last year: 2004 (I was 27)
Giving birth to my lovely daugther, Nur Anisah.. my sister got married with my senior.. my grandfather passed away (all this happen in 3 months period).. watching anisah's milestone every month or is it every day.. hmmm!! and towards end of the year, received devastating news.. my father got liver cancer...
This year: 2005 (I am 28)
My father still received treatment at the hospital.. my brother, EE got married in February with a lovely girl.. my father passed away in April.. I've got pregnant again.. had some complications at first but then everything is safe now.. not satisfied with current company.. still mourning over my father's death..
Next year: 2006 (I will be 29)
Insya allah will give birth to another soul.. now have to deal with two kids.. hopefully ardi will keep up with me.. will try again to find another job.. hope my older brother and sister will have kids on their own
10 years from now: 2015 (38 ek?)
I just hope to have better life.. anisah will be 11+ by then and her brother or sister will be 8 kot.. and probably more adik to follow... Will ARDI still loves me? hopefully.. and insya allah i will still love him... hope to have my own home, hope to still have my current friends.. and most importantly, hope i will have a healthy and berkat life.. insya allah..
Langkawi Island!
last weekend, i went for a trip to langkawi with my colleagues.. we had family day there.. we're off on thursday night at 1 am and reached kuala perlis around 9.30am.. here's the journey..
Friday, 2nd September 2005 (Putrajaya - Kuala Perlis - Jeti Kuah - Aseania Resort)
Our bus arrived around 1 am at Putrajaya (after waited for almost 2 hours).. anisah was great she only woke up once before we departed (tu pun sebab dengar sore2 sumbang yang memekak!).. then slept again before we even passed NKVE (should be earlier but they put on Pontianak Menjerit.. so tertengok kejap sb dengar sore ngilai).. we had several stops along the way.. and had breakfast and solat subuh at R&R Gurun.. we reached Kuala Perlis around 9.30am and had to wait for the other bus from Johor Bahru before took the ferry to Jeti Kuah at 11.30am.. while most babies and some adults had difficult time in the ferry.. anisah felt asleep.. so she's been great.. finally we arrived at Aseania Resort at almost 1.30pm and had lunch before check-in to our room.. and very very tired.. later that day we had our first game i.e beach volleyball and beach soccer.. of course i didn't play any of the game so i just layan anisah in the pool.. after dinner we had a another game, Conteng-conteng or WIn, Lose or Draw.. our team got no.2.. after a long day.. we finally got to sleep
Saturday, 3rd September 2005 (Aseania Resort)
We had more telematch on this day.. after breakfast we went to the beach and played some games.. anisah was not in the good mood.. she was crancky up.. only for me to find out that she wanted to sleep.. i guess it's the medicine that we gave her.. hehheeh.. so i only watched ardi played all the games.. and our team lose most of the time.. sob sob.. we finished the game by noon.. and after lunch we took anisah again to the pool.. she really had fun in there..
the game continued after asar.. and the prize ceremony was held over the BBQ that night... unfortunately my team got the last place.. iskk.. sebab aku tak main kot.. hehehe...
Sunday, 4th September 2005 (Aseania Resort - LADA - Kilang Gamat - Underwater World - Cable Car - Pekan Kuah - Aseania Resort)
we went to LADA as our first stop.. it bored most of us.. LADA is Langkawi Developmenet AUthority.. my boss wanted us to go there to know the planning sturcture of Langkawi.. only that the taklimat was held too long.. fortunately for me.. anisah was cranky up again.. so even before the taklimat begun.. i had to go out and we managed to go the shopping mall next to the building.. after long waiting hours, we went to Kilang Gamat.. it's not really a kilang but more like small shop taht produced gamat.. we spent a lot of money here to get gamat product and it was fun.. before we went to the underwater world, we had lunch at restoran kampung siam which is next to the underwater world.. then we went to Gunung Mat Chincang where the cable car is.. by that time.. my leg was already killing me.. my right leg was cramped and i can't even walk fast.. but we managed to climb up the mountain via cable car.. and anisah didn't freaked out at all.. even some of my guy collegue pun takut!!.. what a brave girl.. trip to pekan kuah was a frustrating one for us.. my leg really eat me.. and ardi was frustrated because i coudn't help him to pick up some souveniers.. we ended up buying stuff for our parents and siblings.. and went straight to the bus.. after taht we went straight to the hotel.. and packing time..
Monday, 5th September 2005 (Aseania Resort - Jeti Kuah - Kuala Perlis - ALor Star - Putrajaya)
This our final day of the trip.. we left the resort around 8.45am and went to jeti kuah to catch the next ferry at 10am.. we managed to stop by the dataran lang to take some pictures.. we went straight to alor star after reached kuala perlis to had lunch at restoran berputar in menara alor star.. then we headed back to putrajaya and reached there around 10pm after several stops..
overall the trip was fun.. although there was some ugly moments.. hopefully next family day.. we will have anothe fun trip.. insya allah..
Friday, 2nd September 2005 (Putrajaya - Kuala Perlis - Jeti Kuah - Aseania Resort)
Our bus arrived around 1 am at Putrajaya (after waited for almost 2 hours).. anisah was great she only woke up once before we departed (tu pun sebab dengar sore2 sumbang yang memekak!).. then slept again before we even passed NKVE (should be earlier but they put on Pontianak Menjerit.. so tertengok kejap sb dengar sore ngilai).. we had several stops along the way.. and had breakfast and solat subuh at R&R Gurun.. we reached Kuala Perlis around 9.30am and had to wait for the other bus from Johor Bahru before took the ferry to Jeti Kuah at 11.30am.. while most babies and some adults had difficult time in the ferry.. anisah felt asleep.. so she's been great.. finally we arrived at Aseania Resort at almost 1.30pm and had lunch before check-in to our room.. and very very tired.. later that day we had our first game i.e beach volleyball and beach soccer.. of course i didn't play any of the game so i just layan anisah in the pool.. after dinner we had a another game, Conteng-conteng or WIn, Lose or Draw.. our team got no.2.. after a long day.. we finally got to sleep
Saturday, 3rd September 2005 (Aseania Resort)
We had more telematch on this day.. after breakfast we went to the beach and played some games.. anisah was not in the good mood.. she was crancky up.. only for me to find out that she wanted to sleep.. i guess it's the medicine that we gave her.. hehheeh.. so i only watched ardi played all the games.. and our team lose most of the time.. sob sob.. we finished the game by noon.. and after lunch we took anisah again to the pool.. she really had fun in there..
the game continued after asar.. and the prize ceremony was held over the BBQ that night... unfortunately my team got the last place.. iskk.. sebab aku tak main kot.. hehehe... Sunday, 4th September 2005 (Aseania Resort - LADA - Kilang Gamat - Underwater World - Cable Car - Pekan Kuah - Aseania Resort)
we went to LADA as our first stop.. it bored most of us.. LADA is Langkawi Developmenet AUthority.. my boss wanted us to go there to know the planning sturcture of Langkawi.. only that the taklimat was held too long.. fortunately for me.. anisah was cranky up again.. so even before the taklimat begun.. i had to go out and we managed to go the shopping mall next to the building.. after long waiting hours, we went to Kilang Gamat.. it's not really a kilang but more like small shop taht produced gamat.. we spent a lot of money here to get gamat product and it was fun.. before we went to the underwater world, we had lunch at restoran kampung siam which is next to the underwater world.. then we went to Gunung Mat Chincang where the cable car is.. by that time.. my leg was already killing me.. my right leg was cramped and i can't even walk fast.. but we managed to climb up the mountain via cable car.. and anisah didn't freaked out at all.. even some of my guy collegue pun takut!!.. what a brave girl.. trip to pekan kuah was a frustrating one for us.. my leg really eat me.. and ardi was frustrated because i coudn't help him to pick up some souveniers.. we ended up buying stuff for our parents and siblings.. and went straight to the bus.. after taht we went straight to the hotel.. and packing time..
Monday, 5th September 2005 (Aseania Resort - Jeti Kuah - Kuala Perlis - ALor Star - Putrajaya)
This our final day of the trip.. we left the resort around 8.45am and went to jeti kuah to catch the next ferry at 10am.. we managed to stop by the dataran lang to take some pictures.. we went straight to alor star after reached kuala perlis to had lunch at restoran berputar in menara alor star.. then we headed back to putrajaya and reached there around 10pm after several stops..
overall the trip was fun.. although there was some ugly moments.. hopefully next family day.. we will have anothe fun trip.. insya allah..
Thursday, September 01, 2005
Merdeka Day!
yesterday was merdeka day for malaysia... don't understand why after 48 years there are poeple claims that the years are not right.. don't they understand the meaning of merdeka where we received our independence from the British not the built of Malaysia.. this is what happen when you don't totally understand the history..
well am not that patriotic myself.. since i was a singaporean born 28 years ago... i always assume that singapore is my first country and malaysia is next.. but as i grew older i think where you reside most is where your actual country is.. my experience with the merdeka day was when i was 11 years old.. i was one of the participant for the national parade which was held in Johor Bahru.. at the time the Agung was Sultan Johor.. it was a great fun.. yeah yeah.. skipped class, meet new friends and all that was fun.. our school was selected to perform the 'gimrama' along with 2 more schools.. at the time gimrama was very new.. and not even faiznur miskin knew what it was.. i still remembered that i had to wear this very short skirt and had to put on some makeup.. and we had to sleep at the classroom at one of the school a day before merdeka.. it was fun and that was something that i will never forget for a very long time... at the time i realised i am proud to be a malaysian...
so i spent my merdeka eve by having dinner with some of ardi's friends at Restoran Tasik Indah in Shah Alam... that was my favorite restaurant and very delighted when ardi told me we will have dinner there... although i don't really favor the company.. but what the heck.. it's free.. and we had that almost every year for the past three years (the first year we had ramadan buffet dinner and it was awesome!)..
on merdeka day itself, i went to KLCC with anisah nad my mom... we thought of meeting my sister there and we wanted to go to the KLAquaria.. so we took lrt from kelana jaya to klcc and it was anisah's first ride on the rail.. i knew she was excited but since shw just woke up from sleep.. she kept it to herself but you can see from her face... definitely klcc was full packed of people.. so i went straight to the aquaria to buuy ticket for all of us.. only to find out that the queue to ticket counter was till half way the tunnel... so i asked the staff how far is the queue.. and he said it will take about 10 minutes walk.. and another 2-3 hours for the ticket.. i was like.. hmmmm.. so i called my sis to cancel out the plan.. so we ended up wandering klcc and went home.. so that's it for my merdeka celebration...
tonite till monday nite... i'll be away.. we are having office family day in langkawi... so guys.. have a great weekend..
well am not that patriotic myself.. since i was a singaporean born 28 years ago... i always assume that singapore is my first country and malaysia is next.. but as i grew older i think where you reside most is where your actual country is.. my experience with the merdeka day was when i was 11 years old.. i was one of the participant for the national parade which was held in Johor Bahru.. at the time the Agung was Sultan Johor.. it was a great fun.. yeah yeah.. skipped class, meet new friends and all that was fun.. our school was selected to perform the 'gimrama' along with 2 more schools.. at the time gimrama was very new.. and not even faiznur miskin knew what it was.. i still remembered that i had to wear this very short skirt and had to put on some makeup.. and we had to sleep at the classroom at one of the school a day before merdeka.. it was fun and that was something that i will never forget for a very long time... at the time i realised i am proud to be a malaysian...
so i spent my merdeka eve by having dinner with some of ardi's friends at Restoran Tasik Indah in Shah Alam... that was my favorite restaurant and very delighted when ardi told me we will have dinner there... although i don't really favor the company.. but what the heck.. it's free.. and we had that almost every year for the past three years (the first year we had ramadan buffet dinner and it was awesome!)..
on merdeka day itself, i went to KLCC with anisah nad my mom... we thought of meeting my sister there and we wanted to go to the KLAquaria.. so we took lrt from kelana jaya to klcc and it was anisah's first ride on the rail.. i knew she was excited but since shw just woke up from sleep.. she kept it to herself but you can see from her face... definitely klcc was full packed of people.. so i went straight to the aquaria to buuy ticket for all of us.. only to find out that the queue to ticket counter was till half way the tunnel... so i asked the staff how far is the queue.. and he said it will take about 10 minutes walk.. and another 2-3 hours for the ticket.. i was like.. hmmmm.. so i called my sis to cancel out the plan.. so we ended up wandering klcc and went home.. so that's it for my merdeka celebration...
tonite till monday nite... i'll be away.. we are having office family day in langkawi... so guys.. have a great weekend..
Monday, August 29, 2005
English
Am trying to learn english by myself.. i guess i have nothing better to do dur to not issues that occur in the office or at home.. so i flipped over THE STAR last thursday and found this longman test.. and found it interesting to try.. so from now on every thursday i will try to solve the unscramble letters to get the answer.. here are the question for last week.. make a guess guys!
1. A small amphibian animal with a long body, short legs and a tail - ETNW, Answer: _ _ _ _
2. Someone who is between 60 and 69 years old - AGNRAIXSEENA,
Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
3. Someone who praises powerful people toom uch because they want to get something from them - PTYSACNOH, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
4. A small square box used to hold soft fruits such as strawberries - NTPNEU, Answer:_ _ _ _ _ _
5. Someone with strict moral views who thinks that pleasure is unnecessary and wrong - IRPTUNA, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _
6. A Greek musical intrument similar to a guitar - KZUOBIOU, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
7. Produce a lot of bubbles and make a continuous sound - ZFZI, Answer: _ _ _ _
8. Determined not to change an opinion or decision - MDANATA, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _
9. A sleep walker - NASMBTUSIOML, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
10. A small circular cap worn by some Jewish man - KRAYLUME, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
i've got all the answers in my hand, correct answers will not win anything from me, you want prizes grab yourself The Star every thurdays ok
1. A small amphibian animal with a long body, short legs and a tail - ETNW, Answer: _ _ _ _
2. Someone who is between 60 and 69 years old - AGNRAIXSEENA,
Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
3. Someone who praises powerful people toom uch because they want to get something from them - PTYSACNOH, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
4. A small square box used to hold soft fruits such as strawberries - NTPNEU, Answer:_ _ _ _ _ _
5. Someone with strict moral views who thinks that pleasure is unnecessary and wrong - IRPTUNA, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _
6. A Greek musical intrument similar to a guitar - KZUOBIOU, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
7. Produce a lot of bubbles and make a continuous sound - ZFZI, Answer: _ _ _ _
8. Determined not to change an opinion or decision - MDANATA, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _
9. A sleep walker - NASMBTUSIOML, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
10. A small circular cap worn by some Jewish man - KRAYLUME, Answer: _ _ _ _ _ _ _ _
i've got all the answers in my hand, correct answers will not win anything from me, you want prizes grab yourself The Star every thurdays ok
Thursday, August 25, 2005
Bosan!
am at work now.. but am not in the mood to do anything sinceeee.. this morning... so i spent the whole day searching the net about langkawi and chat with friends and sister and now i have no idea what to do..
have you ever experience the same???
have you ever experience the same???
Wednesday, August 17, 2005
Gear Box
our car broke down again.. this time is the gear box.. hmmm.. fortunately i was still at the office.. just about to go home.. when all the sudden after i put the gear on reverse.. it stuck! i couldn't move.. and the car started to shake.. oh damn it... we already warned by our mechanic that the gear box will only wait for its time... and unfortunately for us it happened when we were totally broke as this month we had spent so much money on medical expenses...
now we have no car to go and fro work.. fortunately my office has a car that we can use.. but i can only use it until this friday since someone else need to use it over the weekend and this weekend i have a monthly checkup and mak is coming over so do my brother from brunei.. la lala lal alla ala ... camne ni??
so anyone have spare car over the weekend that i can use until monday morning and return on monday evening??? call me at 0136681365 or ardi at 0133862066
now we have no car to go and fro work.. fortunately my office has a car that we can use.. but i can only use it until this friday since someone else need to use it over the weekend and this weekend i have a monthly checkup and mak is coming over so do my brother from brunei.. la lala lal alla ala ... camne ni??
so anyone have spare car over the weekend that i can use until monday morning and return on monday evening??? call me at 0136681365 or ardi at 0133862066
Monday, August 08, 2005
All Great!
finally it's over as to this date lar...
anisah's condition is better.. she started to eat over the weekend and i think she eats better than before, her mouth ulser pain already disappeared.. and she is anisah again... well what i mean by that is.. she's active as usual and she runs and talks as my dear anisah.. so am a happy mummy..
ardi's also getting better.. his mc is finally over and he starts to work today after almost 2 weeks break... so am a happy wife..
but the worst part is me.. am getting this back pain and it strucks my right leg... and it's very painful and i can't stand it especially when i am walking.. poor me.. i guess it might be because of my lack of rest.. but i cannot take any leave as i think i took a lot of half days for past weeks... so am a poor me..
AF is finished.. so our weekend ni will full of EPL actions.. which i like better... Chelsea won the charity shield... but i didn't watch the game last night.. too tired to open my eyes... well.. either team is not my favorite.. am still voting for Man U.. although the team was not good as few years ago.. wonder if they can win any silverware this year.. btw.. malaysian idol is much btter to watch than AF... ihihihih
tara!
anisah's condition is better.. she started to eat over the weekend and i think she eats better than before, her mouth ulser pain already disappeared.. and she is anisah again... well what i mean by that is.. she's active as usual and she runs and talks as my dear anisah.. so am a happy mummy..
ardi's also getting better.. his mc is finally over and he starts to work today after almost 2 weeks break... so am a happy wife..
but the worst part is me.. am getting this back pain and it strucks my right leg... and it's very painful and i can't stand it especially when i am walking.. poor me.. i guess it might be because of my lack of rest.. but i cannot take any leave as i think i took a lot of half days for past weeks... so am a poor me..
AF is finished.. so our weekend ni will full of EPL actions.. which i like better... Chelsea won the charity shield... but i didn't watch the game last night.. too tired to open my eyes... well.. either team is not my favorite.. am still voting for Man U.. although the team was not good as few years ago.. wonder if they can win any silverware this year.. btw.. malaysian idol is much btter to watch than AF... ihihihih
tara!
Wednesday, August 03, 2005
herpes simplex
want to write sick part IV.. but then.. hmmm.. tak jadi lar...
anyway.. my dearest daughter is sicked again... now she got what the dr called as 'herpes simplex'... from my eyes view.. she got blister at both of her lips and ulcers below her tongue.. so she can't eat and drink anything as usual.. am so sad and tired at the same time.. she's been crying and crying and crying when am around.. i think she must be very hungry and thristy.. so the best we can do is to feed her milk using the syringes (sp??)... poor my darling..
but her mother is frustrated even more.. i had less sleeps nowadays.. and am being pregnant pulak tu... then have to listen to all the nagging from the in-laws how to take care of your kids, the nursery is not good, she wants to take care of anisah if she's still young, how good she took care of her kids dulu and so on and so on and so on.. of course i am frustrated.. sbb i am emotionally distrubed with anisah condition and i am physically and mentally tired.. i wish we don't stay with the in-laws.. and my mom can come oer and take care of anisah while she's sick.. their nagging makes me even more do not want anisah to stay home with them.. what to do.. am a cruel daugther-in-law.. sorryyy....
anyway.. my dearest daughter is sicked again... now she got what the dr called as 'herpes simplex'... from my eyes view.. she got blister at both of her lips and ulcers below her tongue.. so she can't eat and drink anything as usual.. am so sad and tired at the same time.. she's been crying and crying and crying when am around.. i think she must be very hungry and thristy.. so the best we can do is to feed her milk using the syringes (sp??)... poor my darling..
but her mother is frustrated even more.. i had less sleeps nowadays.. and am being pregnant pulak tu... then have to listen to all the nagging from the in-laws how to take care of your kids, the nursery is not good, she wants to take care of anisah if she's still young, how good she took care of her kids dulu and so on and so on and so on.. of course i am frustrated.. sbb i am emotionally distrubed with anisah condition and i am physically and mentally tired.. i wish we don't stay with the in-laws.. and my mom can come oer and take care of anisah while she's sick.. their nagging makes me even more do not want anisah to stay home with them.. what to do.. am a cruel daugther-in-law.. sorryyy....
Tuesday, July 26, 2005
sick.. part III
got part three heh!
well... last week can be considered am not in the office at all..
monday.. EL.. ardi's sick... so as a good wife.. have to stay home and take care of him...
tuesday... work as usual... evening took anisah from her nursery.. her left eye was red.. wait for ardi to finish his japanese class and straight to the clinic... confirmed.. conjunctivitis...
wednesday.. discussion in the morning... took half day to go home and take care of anisah.. my in-laws were not that strong to control my little girl...
thursday.. as per wednesday...
friday.. as per wednesday and thursday..
saturday.. had medical check-up.. had to leave anisah with my in-laws again.. she already cranky up since been in the house for some days now.. keep crying asked me to bring her out..
sunday... already tired with anisah's behaviour... no choice but had to bring her out.. we went to pantai hockey stadium to watch daddy playing hockey.. but her condition getting worst.. her eyes are blackened... looked like somebody punch her eyes.. saw blood clot on her cornea... what's this??
monday.. brought her to paediatric.. the doctor afraid something more than conjunctivitis.. referred her to eyes specialist... went to SJMC.. thhe doctor look 2 seconds on her eyes.. and said "Oh, this is nothing. it's just common conjunctivitis",.. hmmm.. we paid 100+ just to hear that... oh well.. mummy and daddy have no choice but to drop the medicine into her eyes.. she'll be okey in 2 weeks according to the doctor...
tuesday.. have to bring her to the nursery... my grandma-in-law's blood pressure increase due to the lack of sleep.. we believe becuase of anisah.. hehehhe...
well... last week can be considered am not in the office at all..
monday.. EL.. ardi's sick... so as a good wife.. have to stay home and take care of him...
tuesday... work as usual... evening took anisah from her nursery.. her left eye was red.. wait for ardi to finish his japanese class and straight to the clinic... confirmed.. conjunctivitis...
wednesday.. discussion in the morning... took half day to go home and take care of anisah.. my in-laws were not that strong to control my little girl...
thursday.. as per wednesday...
friday.. as per wednesday and thursday..
saturday.. had medical check-up.. had to leave anisah with my in-laws again.. she already cranky up since been in the house for some days now.. keep crying asked me to bring her out..
sunday... already tired with anisah's behaviour... no choice but had to bring her out.. we went to pantai hockey stadium to watch daddy playing hockey.. but her condition getting worst.. her eyes are blackened... looked like somebody punch her eyes.. saw blood clot on her cornea... what's this??
monday.. brought her to paediatric.. the doctor afraid something more than conjunctivitis.. referred her to eyes specialist... went to SJMC.. thhe doctor look 2 seconds on her eyes.. and said "Oh, this is nothing. it's just common conjunctivitis",.. hmmm.. we paid 100+ just to hear that... oh well.. mummy and daddy have no choice but to drop the medicine into her eyes.. she'll be okey in 2 weeks according to the doctor...
tuesday.. have to bring her to the nursery... my grandma-in-law's blood pressure increase due to the lack of sleep.. we believe becuase of anisah.. hehehhe...
Tuesday, July 12, 2005
sick.. part II
am still not recovering from my sickness.. it's been 2 weeks now.. my cough is getting worst... and it cause me severe headache.. last week i had to take medical leave.. not sure if i can do that again.. lying at home make me feel even sick...
i went back to jb last weekend.. we had a kenduri tahlil for my late ayah after 100 days.. the kenduri held on saturday which coincides with my father birthday (9th july)..
i managed to fulfill my appetizer as a preganant lady...
1 - sup daud (the owner's name).. check .. this is the best soup i ever had.. kalah sup gearbox...
2 - bubur nasi ... check
3 - kurma kambing.. check
4 - cendol.. check
but cannot fulfill my desire to eat yong tauhu jb style... where it serves with soup
i love to be preganant... hehehehe
i went back to jb last weekend.. we had a kenduri tahlil for my late ayah after 100 days.. the kenduri held on saturday which coincides with my father birthday (9th july)..
i managed to fulfill my appetizer as a preganant lady...
1 - sup daud (the owner's name).. check .. this is the best soup i ever had.. kalah sup gearbox...
2 - bubur nasi ... check
3 - kurma kambing.. check
4 - cendol.. check
but cannot fulfill my desire to eat yong tauhu jb style... where it serves with soup
i love to be preganant... hehehehe
Thursday, July 07, 2005
my daugther
This is my dearest daughter, Nur Anisah... actually she doesn't like to wear hats and sunglass but we were on our way to a friend's wedding and she wore it because she knew she will be the center of attention.. she really knows how to attract people's attention...
anyway.. while i wrote this, she is on her way to johor bahru with my sister and brother-in-law.. she'll be meeting her nenek and onyang soon... bet there are happy.. but wonder how she will behave when the nights come and she suddenly realized mummy is not around... tunggguuuuuuuuu
Wednesday, July 06, 2005
excuses..
Why do I feel congested all the time?
Believe it or not, it's pretty common to have a runny or stuffed-up nose during pregnancy. About 30 percent of pregnant women have congestion without any other cold symptoms while they're pregnant. This condition even has a name: rhinitis of pregnancy. It frequently starts in the third month of pregnancy and can last until you have your baby or even a few weeks afterward.
Higher levels of estrogen during pregnancy can contribute to swelling in the mucous membranes lining the nose and even cause you to make more mucus. What's more, the amount of blood in your body increases and your blood vessels expand during pregnancy, which can lead to swollen nasal membranes as well.
That said, a stuffy nose might just mean what it usually means — that you have a cold or allergies. If your stuffy nose is accompanied by sneezing, coughing, sore throat, or mild aches and pains, you probably do have a cold. Check with your practitioner before taking any cold or allergy remedies to see which ones are safe for you.
Pregnancy can also make your allergies worse, or cause you to be sensitive to allergens and other irritants that never bothered you before. Whether or not your congestion is allergy-related, avoiding potential irritants — such as cigarette smoke and alcohol (which you should already be avoiding!) and sudden temperature changes — can help a lot. You should also avoid exercising outdoors on days when there's a lot of air pollution.
What else can I do for relief?
Steam can be very effective at relieving congestion and very soothing. Take a warm shower and hang out for a while afterward in the steamy bathroom. Use a humidifier or vaporizer to put more moisture into the air and keep it near your head at night.
For serious stuffiness, cover your head with a towel and lean over the humidifier for ten to 15 minutes a few times a day. Be sure to keep the humidifier very clean. Change the water daily, since it can be a breeding ground for bacteria, particularly in cool-mist humidifiers. You'll need to replace the filters often as well. For a low-tech alternative, use a bowl of steaming hot water instead, or moisten a washcloth with hot water, hold it up to your face, and breathe.
You can also try saline drops or a buffered saline nasal spray, available over the counter at the drugstore. Spritz or drip a bit into each nostril and within five or ten minutes you should be able to blow your nose more easily.
Remember to drink plenty of fluids and keep your head elevated at night. If congestion continues to make you miserable and keeps you from getting a good night's rest, ask your practitioner which medications are safe for you to try. It's generally best to avoid exposing your baby to any medications during your first trimester, when the organs are forming. If your practitioner says it's okay, you can try a decongestant. Avoid overusing decongestant nasal sprays, though, because they can cause rebound inflammation and make your congestion worse.
As troublesome as this symptom seems, the good news is that it's not dangerous. A stuffy nose will have absolutely no effect on your baby, and your symptoms will probably clear up within a day or two after you give birth.
--> agaknya sebab tu kot aku kena flu.. heheheheh
Believe it or not, it's pretty common to have a runny or stuffed-up nose during pregnancy. About 30 percent of pregnant women have congestion without any other cold symptoms while they're pregnant. This condition even has a name: rhinitis of pregnancy. It frequently starts in the third month of pregnancy and can last until you have your baby or even a few weeks afterward.
Higher levels of estrogen during pregnancy can contribute to swelling in the mucous membranes lining the nose and even cause you to make more mucus. What's more, the amount of blood in your body increases and your blood vessels expand during pregnancy, which can lead to swollen nasal membranes as well.
That said, a stuffy nose might just mean what it usually means — that you have a cold or allergies. If your stuffy nose is accompanied by sneezing, coughing, sore throat, or mild aches and pains, you probably do have a cold. Check with your practitioner before taking any cold or allergy remedies to see which ones are safe for you.
Pregnancy can also make your allergies worse, or cause you to be sensitive to allergens and other irritants that never bothered you before. Whether or not your congestion is allergy-related, avoiding potential irritants — such as cigarette smoke and alcohol (which you should already be avoiding!) and sudden temperature changes — can help a lot. You should also avoid exercising outdoors on days when there's a lot of air pollution.
What else can I do for relief?
Steam can be very effective at relieving congestion and very soothing. Take a warm shower and hang out for a while afterward in the steamy bathroom. Use a humidifier or vaporizer to put more moisture into the air and keep it near your head at night.
For serious stuffiness, cover your head with a towel and lean over the humidifier for ten to 15 minutes a few times a day. Be sure to keep the humidifier very clean. Change the water daily, since it can be a breeding ground for bacteria, particularly in cool-mist humidifiers. You'll need to replace the filters often as well. For a low-tech alternative, use a bowl of steaming hot water instead, or moisten a washcloth with hot water, hold it up to your face, and breathe.
You can also try saline drops or a buffered saline nasal spray, available over the counter at the drugstore. Spritz or drip a bit into each nostril and within five or ten minutes you should be able to blow your nose more easily.
Remember to drink plenty of fluids and keep your head elevated at night. If congestion continues to make you miserable and keeps you from getting a good night's rest, ask your practitioner which medications are safe for you to try. It's generally best to avoid exposing your baby to any medications during your first trimester, when the organs are forming. If your practitioner says it's okay, you can try a decongestant. Avoid overusing decongestant nasal sprays, though, because they can cause rebound inflammation and make your congestion worse.
As troublesome as this symptom seems, the good news is that it's not dangerous. A stuffy nose will have absolutely no effect on your baby, and your symptoms will probably clear up within a day or two after you give birth.
--> agaknya sebab tu kot aku kena flu.. heheheheh
Monday, July 04, 2005
sick...
today i am sicked.. really sick.. my flu is back since yesterday.. and my headache is killing me now.. but i have to go to the office today cause i have a very important meeting to attend to.. i took few hours of sleep afterwards but still it is not enough.. now i am totally exhausted.. but have to wait for few more hours before i can reach home and have a good rest... not sure if i am able to go to work tomorrow..
Tuesday, June 28, 2005
i'm out of title coz i am very angry and upset now..
why they make it difficult..
it's not that hard.. just release a letter then everything is settled..
satu alasan tak boleh diterima..
nanti kalau orang tanya saya nak jawab apa..
that's why you re only fit to be govt servant..
p/s: am very pissed with one the govt servant here sebab takmo bayar claim kitorang with too many excuses.. benci.. benci... benci...
why they make it difficult..
it's not that hard.. just release a letter then everything is settled..
satu alasan tak boleh diterima..
nanti kalau orang tanya saya nak jawab apa..
that's why you re only fit to be govt servant..
p/s: am very pissed with one the govt servant here sebab takmo bayar claim kitorang with too many excuses.. benci.. benci... benci...
Friday, June 24, 2005
a week of joy?
our weekend starts with ardi went for a futsal friendly match.. then he injured himself sebabnya marahkan teammate dia main tak betul.. tu lar.. kan dah aku susah.. hahaha.. so he supposed to play on sunday for futsal tourney.. but end-up on bed tak boleh bangun cause his lutut was badly sore... so he rested for the day.. so do we.. {my in-laws were not around so i can be lazy at home.. hehehe.. } sedar2 the three of us were asleep and we supposed to go for a wedding.. and it was already 2pm, asked ardi whether he wants to go or I cook.. in the end.. we went for the wedding.. {that's why we're late caza}.. went home.. tried to have more sleep.. hahah.. but failed.. have to go to clinic and asked for MC.. still not recovered..
F1 was definitely s***s.. michelin was so damn stupid.. what's wrong with the engineers.. FIA was even worst... but Ferrarri was really really worst and stupid and ... okey it was not their fault but for the sake of sportmanship.. give in laaa...
here come monday.. ardi was home but he got some problems with his projects at Canon and everybody called him.. he was so frustrated coz tdo kena kacau.. hehe.. he wanted to go to specialist to x-ray his knee but then changed his mind.. and tuesday.. have to go to clinic.. 2 days MC were given.. bestnya... then he kept calling me.. to go home a.s.a.p.. even persuade me to watch star wars... day 1.. manage to tell him.. have lots of work to be done... day 2.. failed.. so by 11.30am, am off to shah alam.. picked him up and straight to Sunway Pyramid.. yah yah yah... {caza.. lambat sangat tunggu ko.. gi dulu ek!}.. check the phone nobody call.. yahuu!! then.. my dr stein melody bunyi... aiseh boss call.. kantoi laa plak... nasib baik on the way out.. lega.. he didn't asked where I was {he was at another office}.. just asked few questions on some issues that we currently have.. okey.. settle... long john silver.. have some fish n chips.. then.. mannnn.. there's a called from office... sapa lak ni... ooo.. my colleague.. aiseh! my bos is at my office now.. looked for me.. wanted to talk with me... well.. he asked where i put this letter.. and this and that,... allah.. tanya lak ada kat mana.. spontaneously.. HOSPITAL.. iskkkk.... then few more calls.. and more and more... why lar this people ek.. when i am at the office nobody wants to call.. but when i am not ath office..suma call.. cam tau2 je..
thursday.. meeting.. meeting... and today...
wrap-up... best gak dapat mengular gi tgk wayang... with hubby lagi.. bukannya senang.. eheheheh.. finally.. revenge of the sith..
{aku tengok yoda cam anisah..}
F1 was definitely s***s.. michelin was so damn stupid.. what's wrong with the engineers.. FIA was even worst... but Ferrarri was really really worst and stupid and ... okey it was not their fault but for the sake of sportmanship.. give in laaa...
here come monday.. ardi was home but he got some problems with his projects at Canon and everybody called him.. he was so frustrated coz tdo kena kacau.. hehe.. he wanted to go to specialist to x-ray his knee but then changed his mind.. and tuesday.. have to go to clinic.. 2 days MC were given.. bestnya... then he kept calling me.. to go home a.s.a.p.. even persuade me to watch star wars... day 1.. manage to tell him.. have lots of work to be done... day 2.. failed.. so by 11.30am, am off to shah alam.. picked him up and straight to Sunway Pyramid.. yah yah yah... {caza.. lambat sangat tunggu ko.. gi dulu ek!}.. check the phone nobody call.. yahuu!! then.. my dr stein melody bunyi... aiseh boss call.. kantoi laa plak... nasib baik on the way out.. lega.. he didn't asked where I was {he was at another office}.. just asked few questions on some issues that we currently have.. okey.. settle... long john silver.. have some fish n chips.. then.. mannnn.. there's a called from office... sapa lak ni... ooo.. my colleague.. aiseh! my bos is at my office now.. looked for me.. wanted to talk with me... well.. he asked where i put this letter.. and this and that,... allah.. tanya lak ada kat mana.. spontaneously.. HOSPITAL.. iskkkk.... then few more calls.. and more and more... why lar this people ek.. when i am at the office nobody wants to call.. but when i am not ath office..suma call.. cam tau2 je..
thursday.. meeting.. meeting... and today...
wrap-up... best gak dapat mengular gi tgk wayang... with hubby lagi.. bukannya senang.. eheheheh.. finally.. revenge of the sith..
{aku tengok yoda cam anisah..}
Tuesday, June 14, 2005
friends - part II
had a great weekend with the CHIs.. pandai korang ek pilih rumah aku.. anyway.. we had fun although it was very short.. well since we can't spend overnight at each other house anymore.. so this is the best we can do now.. hope we can do more of this.. but if we can do at least once a year besides raya and other special occasion that will be nice laa... maybe by then we already growing our CHIs...
Thursday, June 09, 2005
friends
when my friends are fighting, i feel sad...
i don't have many friends so i value all of them..
so is the terms 'friends forever' really exist?
i don't know....
i don't have many friends so i value all of them..
so is the terms 'friends forever' really exist?
i don't know....
Tuesday, June 07, 2005
i remembered...
uhuuu.. realize i haven't been updating this since.. wow.. 2 months ago.. the first one month, i was in johor bahru.. telling everybody i have course to attend in JB.. but actually all I wanted to was to take care of ayah.. but it never happened.. he passed away 12 hours after I arrived in JB ready to be his 'nurse'..
then, i have doubts whether to stay or to go back to Shah Alam.. abang and akak really wanted me to stay to take care of emak while she's recovering from sadness, ardi said up to me.. after much thought, i stayed for a month.. well to exact for 6 weeks..
when ayah final moment, i was the only real person who was beside him, i was the one who feed him his final drinks with air zam-zam, i remembered he asked emak to go and pray solat Zuhur, i remebered he was sweating like rain but his body was really cold, i remembered when anisah was trying to drink his air zam-zam and he looked at anisah to hold her, but if i knew that was his final moment, i will let an isah played with him for a while, instead i pulled anisah away, i remembered when he told me he can't see a thing, 'GELAP', that's what he said, i switched on the lights and he said it's still dark, i remembered when i tried to give him more air zam-zam, he asked me to stop and he hugged me really hard although early that morning he can't even hold a piece of tissue, i remembered when everybody asked to move away so that he can stretch out his leg, i tried but he kept hugging me, at last i pulled away, we laid him down on the floor, i remembered when i tried to massage him, my uncle said no, i remembered seeing emak was kissing his face over and over to wake him up, i remembered i called abang and akak to tell them to come back as soon as possible (abang had appointment with contractor and akak send our cousin to hospital, that's why i feed him).. i remembered when akak arrived, she was stunned, i remembered when abang arrived, he felt on his knees, i remembered when ee called i can hear his voices were crying, i remembered when i called ardi to come back a.s.a.p with boy (my brother-in-law), i remembered when the dr said he may still alive and asked us to bring to the hospital, i remembered when mak said no when the ambulance had arrived, let him died peacefully, i remembered when the man were showering his final bath, i remembered when they wore him his last clothes, i remembered when we had to kiss him final goodbye, even anisah did that, and we waied for his in-laws (ardi and boy) to arrive for their final kiss, then i remembered we prayed him for the very last time, i remembered when they brought him down and finally put him in the van to his final resting place, i didnt go to the kubur (had period) and accompany mak... that was our final goodbye to him... i know that event will always fresh in mind... and i will always remember ayah...
then, i have doubts whether to stay or to go back to Shah Alam.. abang and akak really wanted me to stay to take care of emak while she's recovering from sadness, ardi said up to me.. after much thought, i stayed for a month.. well to exact for 6 weeks..
when ayah final moment, i was the only real person who was beside him, i was the one who feed him his final drinks with air zam-zam, i remembered he asked emak to go and pray solat Zuhur, i remebered he was sweating like rain but his body was really cold, i remembered when anisah was trying to drink his air zam-zam and he looked at anisah to hold her, but if i knew that was his final moment, i will let an isah played with him for a while, instead i pulled anisah away, i remembered when he told me he can't see a thing, 'GELAP', that's what he said, i switched on the lights and he said it's still dark, i remembered when i tried to give him more air zam-zam, he asked me to stop and he hugged me really hard although early that morning he can't even hold a piece of tissue, i remembered when everybody asked to move away so that he can stretch out his leg, i tried but he kept hugging me, at last i pulled away, we laid him down on the floor, i remembered when i tried to massage him, my uncle said no, i remembered seeing emak was kissing his face over and over to wake him up, i remembered i called abang and akak to tell them to come back as soon as possible (abang had appointment with contractor and akak send our cousin to hospital, that's why i feed him).. i remembered when akak arrived, she was stunned, i remembered when abang arrived, he felt on his knees, i remembered when ee called i can hear his voices were crying, i remembered when i called ardi to come back a.s.a.p with boy (my brother-in-law), i remembered when the dr said he may still alive and asked us to bring to the hospital, i remembered when mak said no when the ambulance had arrived, let him died peacefully, i remembered when the man were showering his final bath, i remembered when they wore him his last clothes, i remembered when we had to kiss him final goodbye, even anisah did that, and we waied for his in-laws (ardi and boy) to arrive for their final kiss, then i remembered we prayed him for the very last time, i remembered when they brought him down and finally put him in the van to his final resting place, i didnt go to the kubur (had period) and accompany mak... that was our final goodbye to him... i know that event will always fresh in mind... and i will always remember ayah...
Thursday, March 24, 2005
Far and Away
to those yang ter'rajin' visit my blog.. nak apologize dulu.. have not updated my blog since mid-february.. sorry guys.. i am too busy with every thing.. especially work.. lately i have no time to think of anything else except buat module training, cari quotation, call vendor, database nak up kan.. blah blah blah blah.. shrap at 5 aku dah kena balik.. what to do! after 5pm, my hours are with my family.. i nkow my boss tak favor langsung.. but i have to deal with it..
tapi kerja gila-gila.. still no increment and bonuses.. sad huh! still looking for jobs.. and almost give-up but at the same time i love where i am now.. the flexibility that i enjoyed, the great colleagues that i have met and so on..
anisah dah 1 tahun 1 bulan and 19 hari... can't get enough of her.. every day every hour every minute.. she is one cheeky girl, know how to make her parents angry and at the same time know how to put a smile on her parents' face.. she's a real charmer... nowadays i don't visit her during lunch hour anymore.. she's being extra naughty when i am around.. so better off for me not to around although i miss doing that and not sure what to do during lunch hour..
hubby skrang ni banyak kerja.. sian kat dia bila balik kilang tu.. one of his colleague dah berhenti, so he has to tanggung all the kerja but the good thing he is no longer under that snobbish engineer who is also our neighbour but very selfish and undermine other people.. think he is too great.. now hubby cannot take extra hour when we need extra money due to canon's policy to limit OT for executive to 40 hours only.. tak cukup oooo...
ayah is recovering but his appetite still not getting better... mom is worried.. so do the rest of us... and having nenek around the house even 'suffer' my parents, after arwah atuk has passed away she's been nagging and scolding every body.. poor ayah and mak have to take all the blame and accusations.. but cannot blame nenek also.. maybe that;s her way of fighting her sad emotions...
we will be going to brunei soon... so i have to write a letter to apply for the long break.. so gotta go
tapi kerja gila-gila.. still no increment and bonuses.. sad huh! still looking for jobs.. and almost give-up but at the same time i love where i am now.. the flexibility that i enjoyed, the great colleagues that i have met and so on..
anisah dah 1 tahun 1 bulan and 19 hari... can't get enough of her.. every day every hour every minute.. she is one cheeky girl, know how to make her parents angry and at the same time know how to put a smile on her parents' face.. she's a real charmer... nowadays i don't visit her during lunch hour anymore.. she's being extra naughty when i am around.. so better off for me not to around although i miss doing that and not sure what to do during lunch hour..
hubby skrang ni banyak kerja.. sian kat dia bila balik kilang tu.. one of his colleague dah berhenti, so he has to tanggung all the kerja but the good thing he is no longer under that snobbish engineer who is also our neighbour but very selfish and undermine other people.. think he is too great.. now hubby cannot take extra hour when we need extra money due to canon's policy to limit OT for executive to 40 hours only.. tak cukup oooo...
ayah is recovering but his appetite still not getting better... mom is worried.. so do the rest of us... and having nenek around the house even 'suffer' my parents, after arwah atuk has passed away she's been nagging and scolding every body.. poor ayah and mak have to take all the blame and accusations.. but cannot blame nenek also.. maybe that;s her way of fighting her sad emotions...
we will be going to brunei soon... so i have to write a letter to apply for the long break.. so gotta go
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