want to write sick part IV.. but then.. hmmm.. tak jadi lar...
anyway.. my dearest daughter is sicked again... now she got what the dr called as 'herpes simplex'... from my eyes view.. she got blister at both of her lips and ulcers below her tongue.. so she can't eat and drink anything as usual.. am so sad and tired at the same time.. she's been crying and crying and crying when am around.. i think she must be very hungry and thristy.. so the best we can do is to feed her milk using the syringes (sp??)... poor my darling..
but her mother is frustrated even more.. i had less sleeps nowadays.. and am being pregnant pulak tu... then have to listen to all the nagging from the in-laws how to take care of your kids, the nursery is not good, she wants to take care of anisah if she's still young, how good she took care of her kids dulu and so on and so on and so on.. of course i am frustrated.. sbb i am emotionally distrubed with anisah condition and i am physically and mentally tired.. i wish we don't stay with the in-laws.. and my mom can come oer and take care of anisah while she's sick.. their nagging makes me even more do not want anisah to stay home with them.. what to do.. am a cruel daugther-in-law.. sorryyy....
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alahai kay..cian kat anisah.
cian kat kay jugak....
banyak2 bersabar ye. tu semua cabaran.
tatau la kay dah bawak jumpa specialist ke belom?
anak yuyun dulu pun ada la kena cirit laa, ulcer dlm mulut (panas sbb makan durian kot..).memang kena banyak sabar...bukan senang nak besarkan budak tau.
semoga anisah cepat sembuh, dapatlah kay rehat kan....
i can't say i understand how you feel, but it is hard living with in-laws. u just have to suck it up. and mmg kena banyaaak sabar. and always remind yourself, u knew what u were getting urself into when u decided u wanted to get married. that's what i do! more importantly, get RD involved. jgn simpan sorang! and do take care of yourself, don't get too emotional.. baby's health needs looking after too.
thanks for the advise.. but somehow.. my patience were up to the limit yesterday.. i bursted out.. i just couldn't stand it anymore.. even tghmakan pun kena nag.. sapa tahan.. it's a relief btw.. and RD supported even he's quite when i bursted out.. but later that night when we were about to sleep, i apologize to him and he totally understood why i did that and he said he will do the same but he knew if he did it they won't listen at all.. not that they will listen to me.. but at least they know my limits..
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