Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Just for a while

Yep.. i am lazy to update this blog... jadi housewife.. nak citer apa pun.. hehehe..

anyway.. i am days away from giving birth to another soul yg diamanahkan oleh Allah S.W.T.. this time the feeling is totally different.. got issue with this lil one.. but recently he (yes he!) is behaving really good... i admitted.. i haven;t recite much quran, less doa, less preparation for this lil one.. my busyness with the other 3 kids.. despite of not working really hold me to do things that i was supposed to do..

i just pray that everything will be okey for both of us... thanks to those who supporting me.. esp my hubby.. who really can stand my behavior for the past few weeks.. i know it's difficult for him also.. i love you darling!!! till then..

Thursday, December 02, 2010

December 2010

December is always the busiest month of the year.. Apa yg buat busy tu pun tak tau lar..

But, for this year..
1) 7th December (Tuesday) - Awal Muharam
2) 11th December (Saturday, dislike!) - Sultan Selangor Birthday
3) 25th December (Saturday, dislike also!) - Christmas Day

And, we celebrated birthday for my beloved people in my life
1) 25th December - Mak's 62th Birthday
2) 27th December - Amil's 5th Birthday

also, my dear friend birthday

1) 28th December - Shirin's 33th Birthday

and, my cousins birthday

1) 9th December - Zaki's 27th Birthday (i guess!)
2) 14th December - Syadiyah or Dada's 30th Birthday


For this year..

1) Harry Potter must see movie on the 3rd December double date with bakal pengantin..

2) Our annual year end holiday will be in Port Dickson (ONLY!!!) which will kick off on 5th December till 7th December...

3) A medical checkup on the 17th December..

4) My very best friend solemnization on the 31st December..

** This is new.. 18th will have another small quick vacation somewhere in Klang Valley.. niceee!!

And most importantly..

Anisah's preparation to primary school...
1) kasut, stokin, baju dalam, stationery belum beli..
2) baju belum siap..
3) bag sudah beli..
4) surat2 dari sekolah belum dapat..

and also, this year.. we change kindy for Amil.. he'll be going to... Little Caliphs starting this January.. so,
1) Registration not done yet

okey lar.. that justify why it is the busiest month of the year..

Thursday, November 11, 2010

Change (II)

The new chapter that I am heading requires me to do a lot of adjustment in my life and family.

Yes, When I told people about the ideas, I've received mixed reactions. Some agree, some not and some arguing.

Well.. I believe in one thing.. the decision was made based on my humble and sincere intention to raise my kids with my own hands especially when they are starting new chapter of their life.

Yes, Anisah is heading for new chapter as well. She grew so fast and she will soon have to wear uniforms, carrying those heavy bag, have her own set of friends and etc.

Most people are concern about our financial. Yes, we live in a world where money is everything and everything is money. Me and my husband have been talking about this since early this year and we have sit down and calculate and recalculate and recalculate (endless time) to ensure that the day it's end, we have enough money to survive. We cut our expenses, we detailed each things that we buy, we check which stores can give us better deal (so far carrefour and pasaraya weng hong are our favs), the only thing that still failed us are the foods (hehehe).. Luckily, we are not branded item freak or must buy shoes/clothes every month.

Alhamdulillah, with hubby new job, we (me actually) finally relieved that the life that I wanted can be realized. Of course with the part time job that I currently do, it will help to ease our pocket. By the way, what ever I earn with my part time job that is considered bonus it is not calculated as my income. We even relieved to know that we are able to have more savings especially for the kids.

In the mean time, I have few other things in mind that can be considered as extra income. But, I do not wish to say it now. Nanti kang orang cakap.. cakap je lebih, buat nye tak..

My only hope that, we can survive this new journey with less hiccup and at the same time I can spend more time with my kids and also with our creator.

Change (Part I)

My journey as a full time-worked in the office-hustling morning traffic will come to the end very soon.

Just one more hurdled that I need to pass and I'm off to another chapter of my life.

The hurdled is the boss who still reluctant to let me go.

The chapter is a full time mother-worked at her own time and pace-do not understand what the hustle of morning traffic.

Yes, this is the life that I wanted for the past 4 years.

But, the idea has been there since the born of my darling daughter, Nur Anisah which was more than 6 years ago.

Sometime, I can be quite sceptic with my surrounding especially if it involves people that close to me.

When Nur Anisah was born, stories about child raping, child molesting, child kidnapping, accident involves children have just started. I have that concern. I remembered in my younger days this issues were hardly exist. At 11 or 12 years old, I sometime ride the public bus either to go to school for co-curriculum or to go to the nearby lbrary (if i was too lazy to walk 10 minutes distance).

My father send me and my siblings to and fro school every day without failed although sometimes send us late or pick up us late. When his picked me up late, I will walked back (sometime up to 5km) and it was Maghrib and no one else left and refused to take the bus cause if I walked he might find me besides the road. But, I always felt safe especially when he was finally there.

And then, there are stories on the social ill among the teenagers. All that make me want to be even more closer to her and she will treat me not only as a mother but as a friend. And, the idea of having a maid is never a great idea to me irregardless having an elderly around or not.

And I vow to myself that when she started her primary school, she will have me when ever she needs me. And, I will not find any excuse by saying, mummy have to go to work, mummy have dateline, mummy this or mummy that. I want to be able to say that, I have to work but maybe I can find another way to do this work later.

And, the time has come.

Monday, August 30, 2010

Indirect Inguinal Hernia

So.. we google about hernia... before this.. i only know this as penyakit orang main bola.. sbb.. Paul Scholes selalu kena.. hehehe...

I refer EmedicineHealth. Mari saya cut and paste ye... i will only take i related to amil je.. kalau tak jenuh korang nak baca..

Indirect inguinal hernia:

An indirect hernia follows the pathway that the testicles made during fetal development, descending from the abdomen into the scrotum. This pathway normally closes before birth but may remain a possible site for a hernia in later life. Sometimes the hernia sac may protrude into the scrotum. An indirect inguinal hernia may occur at any age.

basically.. yg amil kena ni due to his fetal development.. oo btw.. masa dia dalam pantang i did tuam his toooottttt... so don;t ask me "masa kecik tak buat ke tu ini.. etc..."

The Treatment for Irreducible hernia

* All acutely irreducible hernias need emergency treatment because of the risk of strangulation.

* An attempt to reduce (push back) the hernia will generally be made, often with medicine for pain and muscle relaxation.

* If unsuccessful, emergency surgery is needed.

* If successful, however, treatment depends on the length of the time that the hernia was irreducible.
# If the intestinal contents of the hernia had the blood supply cut off, the development of dead (gangrenous) bowel is possible in as little as six hours.
# In cases where the hernia has been strangulated for an extended time, surgery is performed to check whether the intestinal tissue has died and to repair the hernia.
# In cases where the length of time that the hernia was irreducible was short and gangrenous bowel is not suspected, you may be discharged.

o Because a hernia that was irreducible and is reduced has a dramatically increased risk of doing so again, you should therefore have surgical correction sooner rather than later.

o Occasionally, the long-term irreducible hernia is not a surgical emergency. These hernias, having passed the test of time without signs of strangulation, may be repaired electively.

So baik lar operate secepat mungkin kalau dah discover it..

Amil oh Amil..

My son got hernia... shocking! shocking!..

Actually few months ago dah perasan... apsal cam dia nye 'toooooot' besar semacam.. selalu notice masa pakaikan amil pampers malam2.. but masa tu.. ardi selalu takde sbb outstation.. so tak de lar tanya..

then few days ago.. again i noticed the same thing.. terus panggil ardi.. dia dah suspek something tapi suruh monitor for few days.. just so happened.. amil was not well.. we went to pediatrician for his asthma.. so ask the doctor to check his testis also.. when we describe he already suspect something also.. then after he did physical check.. he said that it is hernia.. he requested us to seek consultation at paed in SDMC... maybe he needs to undergo surgery.. all sort of things came to my mind.. do it after raya.. do it after i resign.. bla bla bla...

so we met the surgeon pediatrician (after waiting for almost 2 hours.. *sigh)... upon his checking.. he confirmed that it was hernia and need to do the operation.. when we asked when.. he said.. NEXT WEEK.. oh dear.. i wasn't prepared for that... i asked to delay.. he said.. can.. but since amil's testis already hardened.. it was best to the operation the soonest possible.. in fear it will further aggravate the situation.. reluctantly we had to agree on the operation (which is in two days when i wrote this).. blood rush all over me.. silent panic occurred... the doctor said.. it will only take 30 minutes, it can be regard as outpatient treatment.. but since we have insurance for him.. might as well he stayed one night for it.. the pre booking done on the same day as well.. and now it's time to tell the elders... *sigh.. ye sudah boleh dirasakan apakah reaksi mereka.. and i was almost 90% correct...

so on the 1st September 2010 around 8.30am.. amil will undergo minor operation for his hernia... pray for his health..

Thursday, August 19, 2010

Thank You Allah

I first learn about him thru my friend's blog.. But I didn't know his music yet... Then.. thru Facebook, I received link for some videos that carried a very beautiful song as the background.. but never care to search for them.. Then.. this morning one of my FB friends put a link of his song... this is the beautiful song... from then.. i've been thru the youtube and searched for his songs... indeed he has a very beautiful voice and to learn about his background, it impress me further more... Thank You Allah...

Thank You Allah Lyrics

By: Maher Zain
I was so far from you
Yet to me you were always so close
I wandered lost in the dark
I closed my eyes toward the signs
You put in my way
I walked everyday
Further and further away from you
Ooooo Allah, you brought me home
I thank You with every breath I take.
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.
I never thought about
All the things you have given to me
I never thanked you once
I was too proud to see the truth
And prostrate to you
Until I took the first step
And that’s when you opened the doors for me
Now Allah, I realized what I was missing
By being far from you.
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.
Allah, I wanna thank You
I wanna thank you for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
And did you give me hope
O Allah, I wanna thank you
I wanna thank You for all the things that you’ve done
You’ve done for me through all my years I’ve been lost
You guided me from all the ways that were wrong
I wanna thank You for bringing me home
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah
Alhamdulillah, Elhamdulillah
All praises to Allah, All praises to Allah.
Artist: Maher Zain
 Album: Thank You Allah
Copyright: Awakening Records 2009

Wednesday, June 16, 2010

Toy Story 3

finally it will be here tomorrow.. waaa.. cam aku lak yg excited giler nak tgk..

well not me.. my 2 kids.. anisah and amil la yang sangat excited.. they even know the date of the premier..

it all started when their teachers gave a magazine on Toy Story 3 about a month ago.. i believe somebody was doing promo at the school.. and since then.. all i know is Buzz, Woody, Jessie, Rex, Mr Potato, etc.. hahahahah.. aku pun dah leh tau character2 ni.. selama ni takde nye nak ingat walapun dah berkali2 tengok Toy Story 1 & 2..

Apa taknya.. kalau kat dalam kereta tu.. asal dgr iklan suara Buzz or Woody.. dorang dah excited semacam.. kalau tgh drive.. nampak billboard ada iklan Toy Story.. lagi lar terkinja2.. and slagi aku tak respons to acknowledge that i notice the Toy STory iklan tu.. slagi tu dorang dok mentioned.. esp Amil... hahahaha..

so last Saturday.. Ardi ada hockey training and he shared a room with another fella at Cititel MidValley.. so i had to pick him up at the hotel after hantar my sis who flew to US on the same day... Sampai Cititel MV tu dah almost 9ish pm... so jalan agak sesak lar sket sbb orang dah start nak kuar.. upon arriving kat cititel tu.. i caught a glimpse of Toy Story booths.. dalam hati.. jangan lar bebudak ni nampak.. alhamdulillah.. dorang tak nampak..

so the next day, again Ardi had another session of Hockey training at Pantai stadium.. so i was contemplating either nak hantar dia or dia pegi sendiri.. but then teringat pasal Toy Story booth tu... so i decided to send him.. then later on I brought the kids, mama and mak to MidValley.. apa lagi havoc lar bebudak ni kat sana.. dah lar kitorang asik berulang kali turun naik hotel tu.. asal kuar je.. mmg lalu concourse tu.. apa lagi.. asik tegur je lar toy story tu espl Amil..

and they even had a session with Woody and Buzz.. so untuk menghappykan kanak2 riang tu.. we decided to let them met Woody and Buzz... seronok nye dorang... and the pic.. aku tak scan lagi.. soon ye..

Monday, May 24, 2010

The aftermath

So.. i blogged on our first mini holiday.. well it wasn;t happen as planned... well some part of it la..

firstly.. we did our groceries.. but then.. when i woke up in the morning.. daddy had this 'lebam' and 'bengkak' under his mata.. he got hit by hockey stick a night before masa main hoki lar kan.. it really pissed me off.. so i had to do the groceries alone.. sigh.. sesudah abis membeli belah.. daddy need to go to the clinic.. to check his eyes.. then we run after unplanned errands... so the lunch at friend house was called off...

then.. we went to the hotel.. reached there slightly before 5pm... after brief rest.. the kids ready for swimming.. ni lar jugak masa nye aqilah sibuk nak susu... so abang and kaka gi first with daddy.. so mummy will follow later..
sepatutnye la kan.. but.. aqilah decided to sleep... so wat can mummy do? duduk melayan movie di dalam bilik hotel.. when the kids balik.. oh dear!! abang got blood all over his chin.. according to daddy.. dia jatuh di swimming pool.. sigh.. what a day!!

malam.. mencari clinic.. sib baik dah ING for panel clinic.. and luckily i decided to call this clinic which fortunate enough very near to the hotel.. and knowing amil.. bila something not right.. he will not at his normal active mode.. but normal slow mode... hiyaaa.. penat mummy... by the time we've done with him.. almost 10 o'clock.. so we decided to go to tasik titiwangsa.. hoping to find a place to eat.. okey lar.. mmg ada the ever famous Restoran Nelayan.. but the place was very crowded.. parking is difficult.. and finally daddy decided to go to Kg Baru.. pegi The Ship.. nice food.. although makanan aku a.k.a mix lamb sangat liat. but delicious black pepper sauce.. aqilah happily had the fries with mayonnaise.. and don;t ever think of taking that mayo from her.. else she will scream..

so malam yg penat berakhir dengan another trip to the same clinic.. as abang nye dressing of the wounded chin dah terbukak kena air milo... with the most unfriendly doctor i ever met..

the next day.. mummy i beli roti canai di sebelah hotel sbb we were not provided with breakfast coupon.. takpe lar.. again.. aqilah makan roti canai dengan sepenuh hati and cicah dengan kuah kacang dal.. sampai penuh mulut dia.. and we after check put again we made another trip to tasik titiwangsa.. nothing much to do as the weather was very hot.. but we stop for a while to let the kids watched the remote control car race.. okey lar.. again.. aqilah ditinggalkan sebab tgh sibuk nyusu..

then.. we headed to pavilion for our lunch before daddy went for his interview at marriott.. after that terus balik.. sbb dah takde apa nak buat.. as daddy said.."this time around.. mummy didn;t do good planning".. sigh...